Yohoho !

Konichiwa , okay this is so lame . Now is 28 dec 2009 like another 3 days 2009 is offically over ! (: And yeahs , today im going to collect another 2 more bags . Which are for school purposes . Wakaka ! Bibi is sleeping and im going to print my maths homework ! Yeeha :D tata.

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Hello back with another post :/ This is so like random . I just found out that everyone skin isnt flawless . Hahas , here are some of the website , they look flawless but actually they are not . Haha !

http://www.youtube.com/user/petrilude#p/u
http://www.youtube.com/user/MichellePhan

Merry Christmas !

 Heellloo .  Merry Christmas! Im hungry i go find thing eat le byebye .

KL . :(

I'll be at KL from 12dec - 15dec . But I hope there got Internet den can use iPhone post blog . I will miss my Bibi alot de !:( he very sad that I go I also ! Ilyf and always !!!!!!!!

What the ?!

And to the person that dislike me whatever okay ? As if your comment meant everything in the whole world . Please la not everyone is perfect k ? If you are perfect den comment on me la . Asshole .

Hello

I know my this blogskin look really bad but im out of ideas so bear with it kay (: Thanks ! ILY DEXTER SOON CHER TING ! OUTRAM SECONDARY SCHOOL!♥

Pain

Hais , my head hurts . Have many injuries :(
Still awaiting the day that you'll change to the one that the last time when we patched .

Cinnamoroll

Aint that cute? This was a long time lo . The sugarbunnies ! Hahas .

Today went out with bibi again but he bully me again ! He is a big bully !!!! :((((((( Then we went to Kfc eat . Den bus-ed to DG . Went to arcade den i go toliet put make up :/ cuz nvr put when go out . So ltr bibi played his game den went to catch toy toy ! Yay won 11 small one and 1 big one . I got jackpot ! So cool lor its cinnamoroll ! Fcuking big ! But they no stock so have to go tmr to collect ! Yay! Happy happy (: Den walked to Cenileisure and den walked to Taka to eat ! Fcuking ex but nice to eat haha ! Bibi very idiot ! He these few days keep bully me :(( I want to complain ! Hahas nothing to say le buahbye :) ~

Hais sibei sian ..

I fcuking bored now . Nobody to sms or chat to . Apparently my bibi again went to sleep early . I dont know what to do . Although got back my laptop but nothing to do . Sibei sian . I no mood upload pictures . Next time bahs . Hais .

Hi ?

Now blogshopping ! Yay ! Mummy got give $50 to me . Yahs , so bored these few day . Sian i wan faster buy new clothes . Sian of my clothes lehs . I saw the spree , fifi sexy . The clothes damn sexy one . Bibi sure wont let me wear if i buy de . So yeahs . I so fat :( Must go slim down . I hope i can bahs . I need fats out of my body !!!!! Haven collect lappy yet :( Hope tmr can go on time ! :D

Kudos ! (:

Hello im here blogging again . Guess what ? Went out with bibi again :D Yay , fortunate or unfortunate ? He didnt have much sleep so he was abit hot tempered  :( Around 2plus went to his house but didnt went in cuz his father . Then apparently his ex and his nu-er was there too bcuz they wanted to go out with bibi brother . Lol sia he sleeping and the two girls waiting at the house void deck and bibi ex dye hair siol . Ah lian (: Hahas they were hiding from us when we went down . Lol , train to Douby Ghuat .Bibi wanted to buy ear piece . We ate and played catching toys but didnt won any . And in the end i bought a new earpiece and gave him my old one . Bibi payed some of the money . Yay new edition ! Nice in the black got some pink . Hehe , cool sia. Im gonna take care of it and protect it :D In the end bus-ed home . Now blogging and printing homework . Nothing le so byebye (:
 
Oh yahs , look at these link . These poor abused cat & dog . Wtf the abusers are inhumane . 
 Dog : http://singaporeseen.stomp.com.sg/stomp/sgseen/in_the_heartlands/276492/amk_sicko_leaves_this_poor_dog_with_a_bloody_face.html     
 Cat : http://singaporeseen.stomp.com.sg/stomp/sgseen/what_bugs_me/274746/this_kitten_was_found_with_its_tail.html

My family . Zzz\

My brother is a big fcuker . He's a selfish bastard . No respect for other and his stuck up friends . Last time they lend my lappy to download stuff . Now spoilt and went for fixing . My sis , sometimes annoying but better than a menopause brother . My sis sees this she is gonna tell my brother it's a sure thing .

hello :)

I must post or else bibi angry me :( Er, firstly im sorry i didnt go to Kunqin and Michelle's birthday cuz i no money . Sorry :((

Next is i think i and bibi the relationship is like those kind which quarrel alot but the after that we still are close and the next moment we know we're okay le :D This the the great thing about us ! We will last long !!!!!!! Not a choice but a must !(:

This is the boomz post !

Currently toutou using bro comp (: He sleeping le . Today i post because yeterday promise bibi to update but forgot . Sorry  .

Today went out with my sis and bibi (: Went to the Sg first Eco mall . * Second time i went there . Its like so lil' people there . But nice stuff (: Before that i went to dye hair :) But sadly though , my hair has been dyed black and the blonde dye cant get through it but the roots are blonde thou :) Next time got picture update :D After that went to iluma to arcade . Caught a teddy bear for her . LOL and then walk to bustop which is very far , so like so tired :( Bibi damn talkative with my sis lor :(((((((( And he always look at girls :(( He bad boy . Hope his nipple is healing cuz i pinched it and it hurts alot that is what bibi claim :))))

Bye gotta go damn tired . I joining bibi in his lala land le :DD

This is the boomz post :)

When fate comes again .

I going to close down my blog . I think its useless le and my lappy spoil . I think that i have alot of restrictions on blog so yeahs . Like the title when fate comes again i will open my blog . Not too soon .

I feel like dying !

* This is the truth .
I am a bad girlf . I suck at being a girlf . I want bibi to forgive me . He says he dont want me le . I very lost . I am crying but what can i do ? I dont know how ? He's ignoring me i dont know what to do ,! I am very sorry ! a MILLION SORRY TO YOU !!!!

Hais

Hais feeling sibei down . Yesterday drank beer, chat with zhiqin on phone , btw thanks . Only zhiqin was the one who stopped me drinking but still drank . He was the only person who knew i was drinking but didnt stop me . You know what he say ? He say , dont make me angry on my birthday or else i don wan go out with you today . I feel like saying don go la . These few things kept coming to my mind . Why i must patch with you ? Why did i met you ? What did i do to deserve this treatment ? This finally came into my mind . Friends are the one that cares for you not your boyf . Things that i can tell my friends are things i cant tell my boyf and things i tell my boyf are things i can tell my friends too . Friends are more important to me than boyf now . So now friends and boyf call me out i sure go out with my friends and i fcuk care boyf . He is too much this time . He only cares for himself and not me . He is a selfish guy and not worth to be cherished . I will not cry for this type of guy anymore . He is not worth my tears .

Btw at malaysia got no boys handsome and alot tikos , hahas . But saw my one most i give respect to . (: He puipui one . LOL , nvm bye .

Zzz

I am not those who like to lie to my partner and whatever i do i dont like hide things from him/her and tell what am i doing . I am those who likes give back the same treatment that he/her treats me .

Yesterday i went out with eileen awile . For what ? Buy bibi present . You know what i get in return ? Yeahs , more things he hide from me . I ask him ytd he go out with who but he say Ken Ah pui they all without telling me that he also went out with my most hated people . How did i find out ? Please go to this link , bakalamonster.blogspot.com after that click on his links , this girl called Xuanna . Thank you . I hate them , hahas (:

I bet thta later bibi after bathed when reach home he will say he very tired , wan go sleep le goodnight . He is out this late cuz he went out with he friend Manfred they all . Zzz .

I still haven use the chance to pangseh bibi bcuz of my friends , bcuz one time he did that to me . I still can remember (:

Tata gotta go . ~ Going to Malaysia tmr , don miss me . And i wan to say thank you to eileen for accompanying me these two days when that pangseh kia bibi pangseh me for the two days . Thanks Eileen dear .


*Edited ,

I so wish that my boyf will pei me before i went overseas , not accompany his friend which i hate , i so wish that he does not have friends . I am flaring inside but my face shows that i dont care .

Elieen sorry i show you my other side of me , :( But i'll try not to anymore . :)

IloveDSCT!

This post is for my beloved bibi♥ . Hais he got fever :( When i go meet him he very tired looking :( I ask him want eat he say don wan . Hais nvm , pei him today and bibi♥ never send me home cuz he sick . Its okay bcuz he sick me :( Hais i very worried , this is my first time feel someone temperature that is high . When i feel him , he very hot :( He was like burning . Den i still force him do something :( I very bad . Hais .

Yesterday eileen ask me if i will treat him as like last time . After much thoughts i just want to say that i wont treat him like last time bcuz i dont wan history to repeat itself . But i wont want him to leave him neither would i leave . To me i would like to spend alot of love on him , i believe that he would treat me better than last time , i feel that he can tolerate my mood swings better and show me more love :D Hahas im happy with him now and hope in the following holidays i hope he can spend more time with me than last time he use to . And i want to go afew places with him :D And bibi♥ and me agrees to go to sentosa because bibi♥ say there is romantic (: Ilovehim !

Im back from holiday

Hello people im back from my long long holiday miss me ? As you all can see my tagboard below got my annivesary date :D We've moved back to the old date so yeahs , hahas (: bibi i love you !

I hate life !

Hello im back from rest , due to lazy to blog now at cousin's house . Blogging and playing Restaurant City . I feel so bored lahs .

Im dont know lahs , you like to go out with them but have you ever thought about me ? I dislike them , im unreasonable i know but what can they make me like them ? Nothing . Last time wa got so many girls yet didnt tell me . ZZZ when i heard girl sound den you say . Say is their girlf , who will believe sia ? Lie and lie and lie . I hate them lahs , is because you go out with them then we break de you rmb ma ? Knock knock anyone at home ? Have my friend cause us to break up ma ? They got introduce guys for me to know ma ? They got anyhow let guys touch me say me cute ma ?They got let guys touch my face ma ? Have ma ? Felica , WenXiang and Xuanna lehs , don rmb ah ? You dont rmb but i do . And i can still rmb those who scolded me including your father . ZZZ i dont wish to say more , i also cant do anything .

damn sian day zxzx

Hello peeps, sorry never edit the post . Too lazy (: hahas . Let me update about Saturday which is saturda :D

10th october 2009 , Saturday
Erm let me start with a day with precious bibi (: We went to Bugis cause that i went to did my clip on extention i went to condition them (: So i went there earlier than bibi bcuz he say the bus . So when i reached bugis it was like around 5 haha :) So late lor ! Den when i was about to go to bugis junction that side the lady that offered a job for free lance modelling came to me AGAIN ! Anyways i told her that i had the card le she said oh okay . That time i also went to bugis she also came to me and ask me whether i interested in modelling and i fit her condition and blahblah , so i listened to her as i dont know how to reject lol ?! Hahas , den she ytd came to me again so it means that they confirm want me . Hahas , yeah i very BHB (: So met bibi and junction and went to street for the conditioning of the extentions :) And went for shopping bought new fake eyelashes and new glue :D Yay ! Aftermaths , went to see abit of roadshow and went to ILUMA for arcade . I found out something , bibi can play arcade better than me . Haha !  I am such a noob :( Ltr had some conflicts with bibi and on the way home it was btr . And btw my slipper spoiled ! Bibi was like so caring and FYI* we from bugis walked to little india there to take bus . He lent me his slipper while he walked one leg bare footed :( I told him its okay i can walk with the shoe spoilt but he wanna fixed it . But in the end after putting the thing back it still came off so stopped at Cheers to buy a $3.50 slipper . Hahas it looked so ugly but bobian . Hahas ! After bibi sent me home i thought we were alright but the somehow thinked too much and he offline his phone . Sian ltr we quarreled :( But after okay le .

What about today ? Nothing much had claypot at Geylang and the claypot sucks :( I hate it . Nvm but i want meet bibi tmr !! I so miss him :(

Byeb , gotta go ! Ciao~

no tittle post .

*edited later update again

xoxo ; iloveyou

Finally man , can use com! I'll try to use american language :) After so long like 1 week man , i finally touched my laptop . Cool yo . I think cmi . Hahas , btw i finish most of my papers left 2! Finally ! Its like been so long :( . And i've been neglecting my babe :( He very sad , haiyo sorry babe my fault next week i promise to pei you more ! (:

Nothing to update anyways . Haha , after school is either find babe or sisters . Life is like that when you wanna pass and mug hard for exams . Today is a bit diff . Maths paper was like so hard , my brain was like are you giving me a A math paper ? Xzxzxzxzxzxz ~ -.- ~

After paper chiong to meet bibi :) bcuz im late that dammn motherfarker Ms Ye started paper late . :( Made bibi wait . Hasissss den meet babe :) Babe was like trying to be quiet :( Anyways its fun and today babe and me played till like crazy and babe treated me ice cream (: Iloveyous ! Lovemetoo :D Passed babe his love letter ! Cool :) Dono when can see him again ;"((((((

Dono wat to update le CIAO ~ BABE ILOVEYOU !!!!!!! <3333333333

I Hate Ms Ye Xiao FEN !

This will be my first post of

Guess tomorrow is what day ?

Heyhey , can you guess what day is it tomorrow ? I need a boost of $$$$ . Sadsad , yeahs . Im stressing on so much ! Exams is coming up x.x . Today im so depressed :( I wanna relax but cant yet still exams haven come :(

Sian i dont know what to update lehs :( Howhow ? Who wanna book me up this coming holidays tell me first . Put a tag at my tagboard (: I'll make a schedule :D I wanna dye my hair like cacoon tail or something like that during holidays ! Yeahs . Im so gonna love that style cuz its like so rare in Singapore and its like US scene girl hairstyle :) Bibi like don like it lehs :( How ? Im so sad :(

I am so bored nowwwwww

Yo , im back with a new post ! Are you all happy ? The picture above is abit blur but yes ! That is my most loved bibi (: Hehe , aint he such a cutie ? Ilovehimsodamnmuch ! Later i'll update more about him later he complain that i update so little on him (: He got so called xiaoqi da nan ren illness ! :D

Today is super lame lor ! Actually today got DnT test but postponed due to we never recieve the notes :) And its postponed to Thursday . Another thing is that bcuz my maths teacher never come yesterday , we missed 2 lessons :( A extra lesson bcuz got remedials and lesson ytd so it makes 2 ! And test is also postponed toThursday ;( 2 test in a day !! OMFG :( And yeahs , Shanna baobeii lost her ring ! Pleaso if found return to her .

After school went mac to have lunch . We put so many salt on the french fries LOL so idiotic lor . But its damn tasty (: Aftermaths went to 533 to study :) I went to fetch bibi (: I think bibi very teng me cuz when we play 24 i lost he help me eat the salt :)))))))) Ai si ni le lah !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Cool :D

Bibi i know you love me damn much and sorry i sometimes show you attitude :( I know you teng me :) I'll try to change okay ? Ai si ni !! The picture is you ! I think you'll remember where i took it at ! (:

26th day with bibi (:

Hello peepos !!! Yay! Bibi finally got time to fetch me from my house to go out ! Sorry bibi i made you wait so long for me :(( Finally i okay le we went to bustop to wait for bus . At the bus stop bibi and me saw Ashok, Tengsim , eidrain , farain and feelah . LOL they called my name ! Hahas , den we went to bedok inter to eat . I at the Wanton mian and bibi eat the mixed rice . We trained to Bugis . We actually waited for his friends to come but his friend put paper areoplane :( So we went to eat again ! Hahas (: His friend ahpui later called him asking him if he wanted to go his house and slack . Then bibi agreed due to bibi also wan go cut hair . So we bus-ed to Wampoa >> Cut hair >> Ahpui house >> Eat at the market >> Bused back to home :) Thanks for bibi sending me home too (: Im so happy yay !!! Tmr cant meet bibi again so yeahs , i miss him now !!!! :((((( ILYMAM ~~~~

Oh my godd love bibi !

Hello people please tag when you come my blog :( It seems so dead !

Now currently using brother's com i toutou use one :) Now at cousin house , first thing is go compass point do facial !! Yay :) Den went shopping with myself :( So sad right ? I bought my so long wanted the ribbon rubber band :) I think its nice its white no pink D: Zhiqin moved to Sengkang (: Help her carry things to her new house den went to playy ball . Until 8plus bibi♥ came ! Thanks bibi♥ i love you lots . I want him stay longer but his ahpui friend keep kaopei him den he around 9plus go le :( STUPID AHPUI ! I miss him terribly :((((((♥♥♥♥

Neverminds tommorow meeting bibi (: Yay ! Iloveyou lots :)♥♥♥

F1 race

This is my 200th post ! Woohoo , lol . Today the impt is that bball girls EVERYONE played bball at 533 today ! After like wow dono how many months le :D Then we played with this bunch of Damaian . They were okay after the first round , but the second round they were sore losers .Owned , noobs . I need go home around 4.30 bcuz i go watch F1 race . So boring lor . Seriously , i only like the Ferrari red one . So chio ! Damn , so bored almost can sleep :( XiaoKorkor , jolyn and her boyf were there too :D . Saw korkor with another girl , he say not girlf but who knows ? Hahs , he so shuai lor !!! Anyways , i took his ticket he took mine and my sis exchange the ticket with my korkor's friend . Den we went in to sit . Actually our tickets were the walk walk one but then , so tiring so changed with korkor (: Thanks korkor . The sit one has a nicer view seriously ! We took public transport there and home . Hahas !

1,2,3,4

Hihi or should i say what's up yo! SIbei lame right ? Hahas , yeahs today had quite a boring day partly bcuz didnt meet bibi :(

Just know went blog hopping ! So normal den came across someone's blog . Apparently that they have patched but they used back the same date . Hahas , i and bibi broke up but sadly we used the new date . I and bibi abit don want the new date but bobian . Hahas , we have to face the reality . Bibi that time say use back old date tell them we act show only hahas he super cute hor (: That's PTMX's bibi wad ! Of course is cute de lah ! I still can remember the last time date . 30th october 2008 , 23:57 . See i so good remember the date and time ;D Bibi i sibei miss you now !!!!! When can i see you :( I love you !

Today school was boring i had EL test but i think the paper was normal the passage was not boring to me maybe because that i like to read about why people sleep so much ! Hahas , den nothing else . After school went to toilet and by fate met Shanna and co. Hahas , den wait for Eileen to end DC and went to play bball . Played until 4 like that than went to 2nd floor study area study ! See so guai den after that around 6plus go take 222 to Bedok Inter to meet my parents and they send me home :D

Currently smsing you know who and he's my lovest ! Is there such thing as that ? Neverminds :) As long he understand it can le .

Tomorrow going to watch the F1 ! hehe , but heard the car zoomzoom den cant see anything le . :'(

Hahas , gtg need send my bibi the 1,2,3,4 song . He wants it and he dedicate it to me leyyyys !! Thanks bibi ilyf :)

20th day with bibi (:

Yoyoyo , im back ! Miss me ? Hahas , ytd watched Aliens in the Attic with my dearest lovest bibi♥ , Den quarrel on something . Damn idiotic lahs . Zzz but okay le :D Sorry i've treated you so badly after we break , i promise to treat you better okay ? Mwarks! Hehe ..

Today woke up as usual and made toast with nutella ! Jealous ? Lucky i was not late , hengheng to me !!!School was normal too but at the last period got this MeToYou thingy very stress releasing (: After school went to Mac to have lunch ! So sad , waste so much money !!! Tomorrow cant eat i don care !! We played this fist thing the loser have to eat 7 packets of salty french fries and 2packets of salt mixed with a little coke .Hahas , i dont think it's salty ! Fun i guess (: Ltr we wanted to play bball den went to 533 to see but sadly no people there so no bball to play . Den someone suggested to watch Final Destination 2 at Michelle house . Only me , michelle and shanna watched the rest went home . So when we reached M hse we played the movie but watch half way nvr watch due to M ahgong want to watch his drama series ! Den went to 63 play bball . Make things short , had aliitle fun and i talked to M about some stuff which was an eye opener to me , learnt new stuffs . Oh yah we started this piggy bank this the aim is to save money for a new bball !!! (: The rules are simple no vulgarities and no insulting of them and other people . Behind those who play this game the nvm as long no insulting or scolding bad word infront of them . And i earned Eileen 20cents !! Renee only have 10 ! hahas . LOL

And one more thing , i hate bibi♥ friends he caused us to break . Let me announce that the 3 girls are suckers and they are bitches ,sluts and bisexual ! They suck cock ! They LC with girls ! No lahs i dont know but whatever they are they are not even worth to be called dogs or bitches . Their very existance is a disgrace to mankind ! Yeahs , this my brother teach one! Heehee (: So smart right ? And another one his male friends , i dont hate them as much as those bitches but they are partly the cause . They introduced the bitches to him and whatever shit . Anyways , i hate'em . SO SHOOOOOO OFF !!!!

Oh yahs , exams are coming and i've decide to cope on only 4 subjects ! Those subjects are , Mother Tongue , English , Maths and Biology ! I think its a waste to to study those combine subjects bcuz i need to study twice as hard to get one subject marks ! So yeah , (:

And last and the most important ! : I LOVE DSCT MORE AND MORE EACH DAY !!!!!

Happy Birthday Yanq !

Yoyoyo ! today (19th sept 2009) is Shanna Yang ZX birthday ! We celebrated at Sentosa (: So cool right ? First time got so many people go . Got WangHong , Queenie , Renee, Michelle , Eileen , me and Birthday girl :D Went to Siloso beach due to want to play Beach Volleyball (: We gathered around 1plus and sat at Mac to chat , aftermaths go to buy my shampoo and picnic stuffs . MRT-ed to Habour Front , tram-ed to Beach Station and walked there ! Quite near actually . We settled down at a place near the toilet , picnic first due to me and Michelle hungry :( Ate awhile den went to play noobies volleyball bcuz nobody knew how play properly . We hit not accurate de (: LOL ! After , went to play water . The water black black one :( Make my heineken shirt grey grey ! Soon 6 like that le go bathe , so many people Q-up-ed to bathe . Tram-ed back to Vivo city for dinner . After dinner we all go arcade , apparently arcade so waste money den we go $2 shop ! Daiso ! Hahas , so fun ! We saw LaBiXiaoXin fav snack . I bought my contact lense case and a make-up sponge . The make-up sponge is something to take of excess powder after applying foundation and powder . We den went to the open space to take pictures . Quite many lehs !!! Snap-shot until near 10 . We then Mrt back to Bedok . I feel hungry so Renee pei me go mac buy food go home eat . (: Thanks , aiai ! Den sit bus go home ! Home sweet home now (: But now i not hungry :( waste my money :((((((

Tomorrow going to pei my bibi ♥♥!!!! Yay :) i dont know go where lehs . Sad sad ! Hahas , i miss you bibi♥♥ :) Iloveyouloads (: But why sometime you reply so long de :((( I love you Restaurant City hacker ♥♥♥♥!!!!!!!

*P.S. Mind your health , Heart problems , pregnant women , height above 1.55m den can see (:
*I look ugly in real life and i look uglier in photos :S

WangHong , Michelle, Shanna, Priscilla and Queenie !

Eileen hugging Queenie in MRT !

Eileen and Queenie making pig faces :D

Random picture taken (:

Blur picture of Michelle , Eileen and me :S

Michelle , Renee , Eileen and Queenie on MRT !

Me and Eileen :P

OMG , im kissing Michelle :S But i will really kiss if she's bibi !

Me , Michelle and Eileen !

Actually Queenie was not supposed to be in this pic , but she jumped in :)

Queen , Me , Shanna , Michelle being pushed by Renee (:

Queenie and Eileen

Queenie and Eileen (:

Hahas ! Shanna so short !

Renee , Eileen , Michelle , Shanna , Me and Queen !

Renee posing for the picture ~

Renee bullying Wanghong ! So bad right ?

Shanna wanna act tall !!!! Hahahaha !!!!

Wanghong and Michelle :>

Wanghong dono doing what lor !

Wanghong , Michelle , Shanna , Me and Queen !!

Eileen , Michelle and Wanghong !

Me and Eileen :D

Bbibi say wan take picture with me de :D He promised me ler ! Wait for more pictures with me and bibi (: Seeya ~

Dadeedeeeda !

Hahas, today woke up den sms bibi♥ but bibi♥ naughty naughty never wake up . Den went to school , LOL late bcuz i went to 7eleven to buy my drinks (: Got detention and they confiscate my ezlink card . WTH lor ! Den normal school day . Last period Shanna Baobei called me say my bball confiscated again! x.x hahas . My ballball so kelian keep kena confiscate by teacher . The teachers like them so much ! Den go confront Mr Kohnnek . Someone was locked in the lab . After got back the ball went to the coffee shop to meet Eileen they all chat about tmr , chat until like 2 like that den take 17 to TM to buy Michelle and Renee wallet . (: Reached tampines still need walk to TM den rained very heavily :( Drenched in rain . They buy wallet in need go le cuz meeting bibi♥ !!! Yay ! Finally can see him .


We actually wanted to watch movie but due to we quarrel and the timing for the movie never watch . We keep walking around PS , ate this and that den bus-ed home . We go reservoir sit and chat chat den home sweet home (:


Bibi♥ im sorry , i know i treated this relationship like don care don care like that but i really got care just that if i care too much i scared like last time like that . But if you want me care like last time also can de ! (: ♥Iloveyou lahs . Don scold me le can ? I will very heartbroken de . I see the horoscope thingy they say my horoscope is those kind that i very tiongxim one . Like this person wont like anyone le ! So don worry kay ? Somemore i so ugly who want me ? Hahas . love you loads ~


Tomorrow is Someone's birthday is coming . And hope tomorrow wont rain . We spent time and effort planning this le !!! So hope will be a fun and memorable day .

Hihihihihihi, now in school comp lab ! Its like fcuking shiok got free aircon and not in the sibei hot sun . LOL , just now go see Eileen's cousin blog she so damn chio lah ~.~ i think i abit sot diao le :((( Just n0w Shanna go step my leg , thinking it was the floor den she see is my leg  ! She sibei cute hor ? Just now when i go see Eileen's cousin blog i got one thinking ! Guess what ? I got influenced by bibi i go call eileen ask her if her cousin's nehneh big . LOL !? Den Eileen gave me a funny anwer ! She say her nehneh something like shanna !!!!! Hahahahahahahhhahahahaha , but i think should be okay . She pretty lor !!!!!!!! I saw shanna blog she say she lazy to update blog hahahahah , nvm . My blog like so dead no one tag de :(( Hahahhahahaa , so bored . Lala , i don know bibi doing what sia , never reply one ! Bleahzxzxzx later don reply you den you know . Today is Jolyn and AhQiang's anni . Happy Anniversary !!

Monday = School day

What the hell ? Today woke up at around 6.40am . See i'm sucha hardworking girl :D Bathed , prepare things to school and chiong to school !! Yeahyeahs , reached school , assembly is at classroom . Normal school day . After school , got some taiji outside school . But didn't care bcuz eventually the point will be sua ! Hahas , damn funny . Den went to Mac with Eileen , Michelle and Wanghong . Saw Renee co. at there and ate with them . After bibi♥ came to find me :D Den we walked to alot of void decks to sit . We took a short nap at 525 void deck .  LOL , after i went home to take chips for bibi♥ and we go to the playground behind . Around 8 we had a little quarrel but now okay le :DDDD . Yeahs , nothing to write le . Stay tune for more updates .

I think the name Stacey very cool . Hahas , randomness pawned you !

LOL , hahas . I have nothing to say today . Hahas , just today i went out with parents only and eat dinner at swensens and had ice cream at haagen daz . 

I dont think that im a slut but just that the images that bibi♥'s father scold me keep coming up on my mind .I wont go his house anymore :( Not even for awhile . Gotta keep that in mind . Hehe :x

Today got school lehs , so peoples sleep early . Gotta go and i have to write diary before sleep bibi♥ say one !! (:

hais

Zzzz , my bibi pangseh-ed me and went out with his friends today . And apparently Jolyn went out with her boyf and left me at my cousin house . Hais today not a good day at all . Fcuk lahs , i hate it man !

Just now my Grandmother's sister's son came back from USA . I dont know who is he . Everybody is like concentrating on him . Hahas , LOL . 

Hais , fuck lahs . I stayed at Dexter's house and in the afternoon  his father scold me . Zzz call me slut . Nvm . Bye ~

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I got new photos but sad that blogger sotsot one . Ytd didnt went home . Stayed at Dexter's house . Had fun but mostly spoiled by his brother . :( Den my eyes pain so bibi pei me sleep :DDDDDD

Woked up , den bibi's brother friends came . Yuting and Meibei . LOL we're not that scary . But they don dare talk . Zzz i also wont eat both of them up . Bibi and me play Crossword . LOL , so lame right ? After we go McDonalds eat . Iloveyou ! Den i need go home bathe bcuz need go bugis shopping with sis and mummy . Bathed den cab-ed down . After met mummy den bought stuff . LOL , i bought 3 stuffs . Fake eyelashes , White shorts and heineken singlet which are meant for guys but i saw one of my friend's blog she wore the shirt damn nice . I also want ! LOL , hahas since its nice i think i wan bibi have one it will look like couple shirt ? Lame right ! Den went to Iluma see see more shirts but nothing catches my eye . :((( After went to arcade got this catch soft toy one i caught 3 ! But the person help me put very easy catch . LOL i caught one Stitch and 2 Mickey mouse ! 1 mickey mouse for my sis's friend birthday . Den went home le .

Haiyo , why you two liddat one ? I think you two very sweet one lehs ! Why must spoil this image ? Hope that you two will cool down and peace back :)Now msn bibi , hais i wan him pei me de but he got meet his friends tmr . :( Sadsad . Who knows ? Aiya nvm . I go do other things le , bye !

lady marmalade

my sister in her blog starts with this
hellos (: LOL hahahas , she say me vain !!! Abcdefghijklmnop!!!!! Okay lahs i admit i vain but i still can control . I buy cheap and elegant stuffs but she hor buy very expensive stuff lor ! See hor your eyes can go blind ! Sad sad lah!!!!!!

Today woke up got tution and after tution bathed and went to Bedok Inter go buy the contact lense . Hahas , den at Watsons see makeup ! Oh ya now i think the Loreal cream eyeliner got promo . $21.90 and now $17.50 ! Go buy ! Its damn cheap now! Best if you have the Watsons card ! Hahas , i first thing is call my laopo tell her this good news , because we both want to buy . Hahas . Den went home . Now waiting for my bibi pig to wake up . Always meet very late cuz he sleep very late den wake up so late . Which means lesser time together . I told him to sleep early den he don listen . Haiyo . Maybe at night i will post again ? Hope so bahs . Bye !!!!! (:

Im so bored now

Lalala , im freaking bored now :( Im sick !!! Omg lahs , got flu and cough . Zzzz , but i feel fine . My brother got fever :( owhhhh , cant pei me tonight . I very lazy leh .

Hahas , ytd went shopping with sis ! She hor hai me cannot shop for my own stuff . So idiot lor . Anyways had fun and bibi got join me (: We from Bugis did our hair , went to street shopping . Went to iluma , wasted money on arcade :( After train-ed to City Hall and went to Suntec to see her bag ! walk damn long lahs . In the end don have the bag . Zzz , after bus-ed to Plaza Sing . So idiot , look for her soft toy . So expensive :( $39.95 . Ate mac and cab-ed home . (: Sat and talked to bibi at my house downstair . He keep emo de lor ! I don like ! :((((((( Den he sent me home and he went home (:

Today , woke up and recieve msg that Jolyn , Ah qiang , Zhiqin and Jojo at Fengshang CC . I quickly bathed then go . Hahas , my bball skills deproved but my 2 pointer skills still not bad . After we played at the nearest basketbal court den got these 3 gays play rough . ZZZ but nvm :D i wonder if bibi saw will he get angry . Oh ya the guy want steal ball but he hit my hand :( Hahas after i went home to Restaurant City . Bibi from afternoon slept till like 8plus . Den he now at friend house , ignore my messages lor he . Hais nvm (: i nothing to write le . Today im going to see him !!!! Yay :DDDDD

Hello peeps , long time no update right ? Miss me ? (: Hahas, today meet bibi . We didnt meet each other like for 2 days lor . So good he came to find me but sad thing is that he keep drifting away :( Den he like seldom smile lor . He say he trying to change to be mature . LOL , i dont like he mature , i like him childish . (: He's so much cuter when he's childish .

I don know what he doing now . Keep never reply me . Sad right ? But i think tmr meeting him (: Im going shopping with sis tmr and yay! Mummy sponsor us ! And my brother says he is GOING to LEND US money if we not enough . First time hear . So good right ? But still pay back so very bad :( Hahas , anyways friday im going out with bball girls , they say no outsiders . Hahas , okay bahs , so one less day with bibi during holidays lor :(

I now watching Hangover its dvd ! Im so lacking of money recently :( I wan more money !!!!!!!
Byebye , ilove 2nd september 2009 , 05:27

hehe

I LOVE DSCT ! 2nd sept 2009 , 0527 . (:

Diao

Zzz , not in a good mood ! Hais , this person wan spam den spam lor , i also dont care . But i banned him due to later my friends go scold that person .

So i waked up around 12 plus den bathed all these went to Baby's house . At there use comp , went to people's blog . Lala den after Baby bring me to White Sands eat . :D Baby very good you know ! He very nice , but i hope he wont be like Dexter . Hahas den went to 63 play bball while Baby went to meet his friends . Went home quite early . Sat at my house behind the void deck . Emo-ed , hais . Stay for like half an hour . What can i do ? Nobody pei me slack one . Hais . Now at home blogging . So sian my life . Baby wants me to study but i dont want , i cant study . I only can study maths ! Other subjects i will be bored . Den will sleep :(

Baby phone easily no batt :( cant sms him now . Den he will sms me back when he gets home i guess :( So miss him , cant meet him for like two days ! I dont know friday can see him ma :(((((((

Hais gtg . Need give lappy to father . Byes .

Happy Teachers Day

Er , hello im back people (: Im now currently using comp and smsing :D My stomach grumbling now -.-

Sat,29 August 2009
I went to my cousin house there , go compass point for facial !!! Its jean yip . LOL . 10 sessions for $288 . Den can anyhow pick time de . Yay ! Pain sia , i cried , not really cried but like tears rolled down my cheeks . Haha . Den went back Popo hse den go play bball . Saw like 5 guys dere . LOL , played match . Alot of funny things happened ! Den 3 plus went home :D

Sun,30August 2009
I went with Jing Guo to TM for a movie . He say he will talk de den in the end he nvr talk almost everything i talk de :( He very good paid for the movie tickets and drink ! So nice right ? He haven watch Where Got Ghost so i pei him watch ! LOL ! During movie something happened den we stead liao . (: Den after movie walk walk den saw swensens . I feel hungry but don dare tell :( I went to popular to buy my new earpiece :D Hehe , den go find Eileen and Wilson at Eileen house nearby ! We talked till like 9.40 den i talk bus home :D Slept quite early :( Missed Baby's message . Sorry baby ! :(((( I love you load loads !

Mon, 1st September 2009
I woke up den i quickly message Baby :( Luckily he didnt sleep (: Hahas , message him till 7plus den he sleep le :) He now school holidays so he sleep quite late . Go school den very bored . After school quickly chiong go home , i take cab lehs . Den change all these go Primary school le . Saw my sister dere , alot things happened . I only saw like Yunita , Cherry , Joey Chan , Min Er , Yonling and Tong Er . Hahas , quite fun . After go meet Baby , stay at reservoir dere . Hahas .


Anyways , i love Baby load :D Don steal hor !!!!!! (:

Hunk hunting

Yo, peepos ! Today i did went to school . I feel that i go school i wont so bored anymore . :D Yeahyeah . I in school only slept during Mother tongue . After school i gave people free hugs ! Then waited for all the girls to come out super long lah !

Den we went home to change for hunks hunting day . I brought my sis out too :D My trip wasnt all too bad . I had eye for alittle guys . Haha! I outside Ehub got one guy's number . But he got girlf . So sad . I only see he tall (: Then he say his friend want my number . LOL . Den i say okay . Lala , we all den went to Pasir Ris Park till 6 den walk out to wait for Jolyn and Ah Qiang . They ji li hai yi sia , say meet at 3 den they came at 6 plus . So boring please lah ! Den we at there play 1-99 so lame right ? Den decide to go the the DTE eat . After eating wanted to go Safra play pool de but i need send my meimei go home . Jolyn and Ah Qiang followed ! When home take shirt go le . Waited at Safra for like 1 and a half hour ! So long den nvr wait le .

Now Home Sweet Home ! ~
Never sms the guy cuz he say his hp no batt . Maybe tmr he says (:
Hope so bahs :D tata!

yoyo !

Haha , im like so idiot (: Keep think of that guy .... I will drooolllll!!!! Lalalalala . Im a happy girlgirl . Hehe , i tell almost everyone le . Including my classmates :D Tmr i think going out (: I wan new new handsome boyf :D I love my baby (: Im not telling you who that person is . Cheh Cheh . If i got new handsome boyf people will jealous =x Hahas .

Today school quite fun (: I got so many people can sms including my blood sister . But she hor sms so little :( Den after school got make muffin :D Got one boyboy so kawaiinehhhhh! He look like Manfred but that small boyboy much cuter ! Hahas , keep pinching his cheeks he call Bryan (: And hor i realised so many people read my blog lehs , i thought only like my close sisters and some friends didnt realised the lower secondary got read my blog lehhhs . They never tag also :( Naughty naughty ah ? Tag hor ! I miss my baby ;)

I so long then play bball lehs ! Very fun lehs . Today see my school and HIHS play floorball . My school win ! Haha ! Den got Bball girls all there (: After go play bball (: Sisters see my blueblack they heartpain :) Goodgood means they care !

Haha , they care about me lehs (: Later conf with Shanna , Michelle and Eileen about tmr going to pasir ris to see handsome guys ! Eileen promise me if i like the guy she help me take number , she like de i help her take (: We promise each other to find better guys (: And hor we bless each other faster find love us the boyf leh !

I also realised , i and my classmates are close :D Jun Han they all lor . Jun Han my sister she call Jun Hanny . Hahas!

Hehe, i don wan say somemore le (: byebye

Yeah!

Hahas , i got over you ! Less than 5 days ! Got ya ! Yeahs it the truth (: Be happy for me . And im super happy today i saw a fcuking cute guy ! Cuter than Dexter yeah! He smiled (: Omg omg omg im like freaking high after i saw him (: I become a chatterbox le . Hahas , i got a new buddy to sms call , Botak ,Jie Rui ! Hahas , he entertain me the whole time after i and Dexter break (: Ya im free le , anybody sian can call me :D 8319 6310 !!!!!!!!! Text me (:

I can sleep and dream of the guy lehs ! He is like damn skinny and tall ! Wa i see him enough le (: I can high the whole day . Don jealous la , i know i and bearbear see one cute guy no need jealous de right ? Haha , i today can say like after 9 months plus le finally get to see a more handsome than dexter the guy :D Happy for me guy (:

And i finally get over dexter le !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I Miss The Guy At The Bustop x.x
Remember this date 26 August 2009 .
Wahahahahahahaha

Hey guess what ?

Maybe you dont love me anymore but i still love you i wont pester you but i just need time for me to be used to not having you . I treat you as my bestie but the same time i will love you . I dont know what i can do for you but i only know that i'll be the one supporting you . Anything can call me (: I'll still be waiting for you !

Woaini Stripey !

A new life . Maybe ?

Im really pissed off ! I told you before i don like you go out with girls le right ? I will jealous one right ? Yet you still do it . You say you wont talk to girls . Ha ! You also talk to meibei . You lied to me many many time . Hais yet i still believed in you . So what makes you think that i will believe you ? You always give me broken promises . I hate all these but yet because of you i keep everything in my heart ! Today is the final step you are gonna take . You wan go out with girls right ? Fine i with boys lor . Talk to meibei then i talk to my erzi lor . You can do it i can too . You hit me right ? Nvm , not i sia suay is you . Anybody wan see the injury ? Yes he did say sorry but did he cared ? No not at all ! I show him the injury he just say okay ma one time den he dont even care about it anymore .


To Shanna , Michelle and Eileen .
When i free i go find you all play bball (: We go talk to guys lor . He think he can i cannot ah ? I also can . See ya soon !

To everyone :
Im fine just that i need time to heal . Haha ! But i in class quite bored . Hahas bye !

sian

Whatever lahs , life sucks . I spend my time sleeping or watching videos . Cant believe it bahs . I want to get sick , i wonder who will care ? Who will the effort to ask if im well or make the effort to come my house to visit me . I dont think anyone has done it before . Haha! Such a loser . Im not eating much these two days . Thursday morning till night i totally had no mood to eat . Dinner i wanted to skip but scared my mother see why i never eat question me i at 9 eat . I must force myself to eat . You know who terrible it is ? Den friday , i did ate recess but after school direct go home den zzzzzzzzzz . Hahas this is my life from er this thursday ? Yeahs , torturing myself starving has one advantage , which is i can get skinny ? Who knows ? Since no one is going to care , i wont care myself le . Haha ! Fun ? Nvm i dont think he will care much .


Hais , i once had you love and soon it slipped off my hands . Im such a loser . Im unsure of his feelings towards me , sometimes cold sometimes hot . I feel terrible every moment . I which i can vanish from the face of the world . Im having this emotion problem . I feel like crying . Ever since wednesday , i've been crying . Everyday . I remember the days when you sent me the sweet sweet msgs . I regret having to treat you bad . I now only can reminise the moments . If you did have the time to read my blog , could you just go to the post where you were good to me and we really had a fun time . You said that meeting me is a waste of time , you know how much you hurt me . I cant even smile properly . I have to give fake smiles and stuff act as if nothing has happen . I cant you see ! i know you can act like nothing has happen and lead your normal life but i cant , for you i threw many things . I stopped playing bball , i gave up time with bball girls bcuz of you . There is alot of things i cant say here but i dont know whether you know anot .

Bcuz i need to return people money , i've been saving and im glad that i spend lesser now . I can no need care about my stomach and wait till i reach home or get snacks to eat , i only drink water which will help me fill my stomach this is what i do when im hungry . Drink till im totally full . I did it for my dinner . I had no appitite to eat . All i think is regrets , broken promises and how can i mend back those injuries . Hais i'll just end here i think im too nonsense and nobody reads it anyway .

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Hais , im so envious those people that had a boyf or girlf that loves them alot . But now i dont . I used to have one but its gone already . Haha! So cherish your boyf or girlf now . At least the one that you love loves you back . But mine although he say ily but in his heart he dont mean anything . Although we're still together but he no longer loves me anymore . I dont blame him anymore . To me 9month plus is something but to him not anymore . If time could reverse i swear i would love him and cherish him more . I wish i could not cry but tears rolls down my cheeks naturally . All i can hope for is him to be at my side and love me again but i know it would never happen again . 30th october i will always rmb 23:57 . All i can do now is hug the bear he gave me and hope i can stay in my little dream with him loving me all over again and wish this all a nightmare .



To dexter : Sorry , i entered your life and give you troubles non stop . I hope one day you'll be happy . I know you are awaiting for this day to arrive but i dont know when i just dont know . Im happy when im with you but you're not . Sorry ! I got alot to say but i dont know how to say . Sorry , i evaded your life .

lalas

something happened today . But im not going to say it out . Hais i wish everything will be smooth sea from now .

We're not like we used to be . We used to play in groups but now everyone is drifting apart . I think fifteen out of hundred we will be back like last time .

zxzxzxzxzxzx

What the shit hell?! I cant sleep . As scared of ..... Tried many ways le :( Today school was boring i have to face the shitty teachers . As a matter of fact , i hate school and i get go school for the sake of going . Hais i maybe failing this year round ? Im trying to buck up leerrrr! Hais and just now had a tiff with bibi :( but i got the most to blame . He tried to give in liao . But i just couldnt understand and felt that he changed , maybe i should try harder ? I hope so . Just now quarrelled but i think its okay now . I hope . Haisssss . Just now called bibi hope he could helped me but still couldnt get to sleep . So using com now lors :)

Anyways , i still trying to understand the deep deep feelings of bibi . I hope he'll one day understand me too . :) Byes

dang !

The thoughts of it makes me very angry ! Hais , i cant understand that why only a handful of boyf will bring their girlf out . But the rest dont ! Are you afraid of bringing your girlf out ? Seriously , we dont bring shame to you but you bring shame to us . Hais dont talk about it le . I didnt have alot of fun yesterday too . Hais . But bibi say he willing to change . I hope he change btr (:

Bye ! ~

WTF WTF WTF !!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I so hate my family . Keep last minute make decision de ! When i just bathe come out she told me that go pray my father's grandmother or something ! zzzzzzzzz . Hate him sial ! Actually tmr want go out with bibi de !!! motherfucker lahs ! Shit them , nabei . Fcuker ! cheebye ! shit them to hell lahs . If you think the temple is at singapore by 1 or 2 plus can go out le den you are WRONG !!!! Is at the damn blooody msia ! Earliest is like 6pm !!! Shit them lahs . If they told me earlier den i can change date de ma den now who ! Nabei puacheebye lahs !!!!!ZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZ
ZZZZZZZZZZZ

im a fugly slut

Im fugly , stupid and not smart .
I dont suit dexter .
But i do love him.

sian sian day

hais , i dont why am i becoming like a masked woman? I put on mask everytime im in school but whenever im alone , i tend to think too much . How ? Hais nobody can help . I only will look happy for that time being only . So whatever jokes prank , or thing you can try to make me happy just not to be sure that i will keep on smiling .

Tmr i not sure wan go school ma due to National Day eileen , shanna , michelle nvr go school .Sad case . Oh yahs , i know some secret i share between Eileen dear . So this is the dear secret ! Promise not to tell le (: keep our promise :D

School life suck ! I hate school although i go school everyday but i feel like pon school . But how ? I dont know lahs , shit i have lesser words liao . :( i dont know what to write le but yeahs . I've made another friend i think . Hahas ! Ta~

job interview

Job interview !~
Im like going for my first interview .
Hehe , formal wear lol .
Sad news , im going to private my blog soon .
Sorry guys but i'll invite to you into my blog kays ?
Jus tell me can le :D
Byes !~
Anyways i've jus quarrelled with dexter ytd .
And i cant contact him .
Nvm i've got my ways ! ;D
Dont worry .

9th month

Hais such a sad 9th month my bibi dont intend to spend it with me .And second of all i dont even know why i put a tagboard there . Seldom people tag lehs . Maybe i should block it so people will tag more ?

What's more ? I will be going for a job interview this saturday at 2.30 . And heard dexter's brother got one job what pirate suit . Actually i dont wanna hear about him . I hate him . Sighs . I hope i can get the job . $8 per hour (: good pay i think .

Nothing happened today but i hope tmr i can have a happier day tmr as i celebrating 9th month today .

I feel like that im always sacrificing for you . But i always get hurt , reprimanded by you . You promised not to say break anymore but today you said again . And your friends made fun of me . Im freaking hurt . But what can i do ? The sight of you makes me happy but the way you treat me totally sucks . I wish you could be the guy i once and love me lots . But i think that will never come true . All the things i did for you , you dont even give a damn le . You just take it for granted . Even if you see this i know you will take it as you never saw this message and you wont change at all . Your friends are just very important to you , even they made fun of me , you dont even protect me anymore . Im just so hurt . What can i do ? You said that i should give you more freedom but have you ever thought that you deserve it at all ? All alont i must ask you reply me to reply me . I think im at my ultimate stress le . Soon maybe i'll join the woodbridge soon. Haha ! I think its coming true ! (:

I dont expect you treating me better after seeing this . But putting a mask infront of everybody will help hide every unhappy emotion .
Im always happy in school does not mean im truly happy . Im just helping everyone to lead a happy day . If anyone can see , the laughter i used to sound like isnt the one im using now , just fake laughter .

nothing to write le .
Tata !~

Whatt the fuck ?!

What the hell? Now blogging , but hais bibi jus reprimanded me for calling him?! Unfair lor , its just so unfair . I just wanted to call him and talk to him but then i received a 'Later call you can anot ?' in a very harsh and fierce tone :( Today went out with him , no matter what kind of tantrums i pushed to him he still can hong me , but now scold me . Sad hor , when i wake up i called bibi to check whether if he got wake up in time but then he didnt answer . I kept calling until pe i stopped and after pe continued . Wtf so hard to contact him already . Nvm , after like English he woke up but he didnt sms me properly . Keep ask him to reply or call him den he will reply . I after school got detention and Maths remedials . I dont wanna talk about it . Suck ! Anyways , tmr cant spend any money need to save it for the next 4days . $30 is enough for 5 days and have to stay back for 4 day ? First 3 for remedials and 1 day for cca . Hais , always in a bad condition .

I feel that i use this blog for venting anger and frustrations . Sorry guys if you see this .
And i realized something . Girls always like to hug kiss meet guys but this guys dont appreciate . I dont know it myself either . I also like to hug kiss meet my bibi but he like dont want dont want lehs , sad right ? Only guys that nobody wants to hug kiss or meet are despos . So frequently can find on the internet . But all guys are the same after someone wants you , you treat that someone like shit . That all im gonna say . Im going to watch my channel u show !

Tata!~

Nothing to do

Hellos (: for the past few days didnt blog cuz no mood . Sorry guys :( Let me make some announcement . And after some questions . Finally the updates for what i've been doing . And exclusively some comments :)

I bought some new skin products :D L'OREAL PARIS 2 products just for $39.90 . The flawless skin or something . Maybe trying it out tomorrow . And 2 Bio-Essence product . One is sparkling lift eye essence that eliminates dark circles & brightens eye contours . I forgot how much le :( and another bio-essence product that is $15 at BHG tamp . But today the offers end . Not sure next week they still hold offers but maybe going see :D That product is 'total block protective lotion' , blocks against UV rays , pollutants , dust & makeup for fair & radiant complexion ! Hahas im trying to take care my skin more . Yay ! And finally ! I link JIEMIN le .

These few days i've been going online to see people blogs . Esp. Xiaxue . I think she's gone prettier and a bit slutty(no offence) . And why so many people hate her ? The male bitch and some people and dawn yang . I think her blog have some interesting posts but i like her pictures and videos very fascinating . She's like a web celebrity . Haha!

Sat , 26 july 2009,
Morning woke up then had tution den msg shanna if got go out den she say maybe never . Bcuz zhiqin not free and eileen got tution . Den after shanna say got go out le cuz eileen tution over le can go out . So the four of us go to Orchard to shop shop but 5 plus 6 need go le .Around 7plus go to bibi hse there wait him . He nvr answer my phone the whole day . But now okay le .

Today nothing le . But tmr got school sian x10000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000 . Haha! see me the next time i update bahs , cya !~

ASSHOLE

IF YOU'RE SEEING THIS PLEASE FOR HEAVEN'S SAKE CALL ME ! DEXTER !

Hais , my life is terrible .

Why must i always be the one message you first ? Why must i always give in? I feel that you dont love me as much anymore or love me anymore . Your attitude towards this relationship is like only i need you . You dont msg me you can dont care but i cant . I should agree that guy knows that girls love them alot but they pretend that they dont know . You treat me like shit . You treat your friends better than me . I feel that im jus your dog . I do what you want . I already change to give you much more freeedom . But what do i have in return ? You used to treat me so much better . You sms me more last time . Now after school you never even sms me . Hais i did so many things for you but you treat me like fuck . Hais .

Im in a bad mood day :(

Today i wake up have a totally bad mood :( Prepared everything and went to school . Today was early :D But on the bus my bibi den reply :( So long but bcuz of his brother -,- His brother is such an irritating ass . See lahs almost break -.- I hate his brother lahs ! Most of our quarrel is because of him ! Anyways we okay le :D I'm like so dirty now cuz i haven bathe . Hahas ! I love bibi loads :) Don't steal him or you'll be TOAST !

heellloooo peepo!

hello dudes & dudettes ! One new news to make , "I Priscilla .will try to update once evey two days or three days if i can get my lappy ." Done :) Hahas , me now using my meimei phone to update blogger ! Heard that blogger cant update pictures to post liao :( So today i taken the zilian cant update lo . Hahas , nehminds !

Today school as usual . Den after school got 'taiji' den i 2plus went back home chiong bathe all these to meet bibi . But bibi in the end put aeroplane on me :( Den i very angry got find bibi . Oh yah, one more thing i hate bibi brother , although they are brothers, they all so totally different . Shit him to the core ! Done scolding , well let's continue . Den reach we play hide & seek . Lol After we peace again liao :). Den i sat at the bustop don't know where to go .Den nehmind wait till bibi come back den i go home .I waited for like 3 -4hours without standing . Haha! I didnt know i could withstand the pain so long . And that's when the zilian pictures came :D Anyways cut longstory short . I meet bibi at 8 going 9 den eat KFC den went home !Last thing , bibi lost the ringring :( sad case , he says that it dropped in the bathroom longkang . Lol, nehminds ,tmr we going buy new one ! So tata !~ Nights ,sweet dreams bibi . Mwarks ! :)

Fun & Harmornious Day

Hellos , as you all know i changed my blogskins and cleared those un-updated bloggers .Clean clean now :D Bibi♥ and i justed order Mcdonalds . Oh yahs you know why i update ? Cuz i saw spider webs at my blog . :( My readers are decreasing day by day :( sad sad . Anways i love bibi and he just went toliet . LOL . He super cute lehs . I want to be with him forever !

Today i woke up at 8plus because Shanna baobei call me . Den i went to prepare . Reached there we climb the rock wall :) Hahas , not very fun due to Bibi♥ not there . If he there confirm so much fun ! My maid just came in to kpkb . Hais she so noisy . LOLOLOL . To cut things short after programme i rushed go home to pei my dearest bibi ♥ DSCT! He at home waiting for me .
He so lucky to have me this husband to rush back home for me . He's such a lucky wife . Hahas , cheh ! So now we waiting for Mc .

So i've got to go and bathe :D Ta!~

Very bad day indeed :/

Hais how'd i wish i was still a little girl .

I don't know what i had did wrong .

So what if i don give you freedom .

Whatever i did for you , is all gone to waste already .

I dont intend to go school tmr .

But i don't know lehs see how lor .

Everybody's putting on mask .

Haiyo why everybody putting mask de?
I later at night putting .
Everyday put mask very ex one lehs .
I suggest teens should buy acne mask .
My bro and sis uses it .
While me , i use green tea watsons mask or bird nest watsons mask .
Im a expensive Baby(:
So Bibi need alot money to support me :D
Hahas .

School is fcuking boring .
Hais , i dono what i can do in school anymore .
After school go find bibi .
Den eat lunch den go whampoa go take his bikee .
Bcuz he bro say something .
Cannot say =x .
Hahas den take bikee le den bibi give me a ride to his home to put bikee .
Den bibi top up his card at MRT .
After Home Sweet Home (:

Bibi's sleeping and i've nothing to do anymore except blog .
Fcuk ! Im not lending anyone my mirror le .
My mirror going spoil soon .
And bibi and me quarrel bcuz someone took picture with my phone den nvr delete ,
let my bibi misunderstand me :(
Hais , but now okay le .
Heng , ILYB .

Tata , im putting mask too :D

Everybody's putting on mask .

Hmmms , what should i say ?

Hello (:
ytd , was my birthday :D
had bbq and stuff .
Cut things short .
They we like super funny playing their stuffs .
Muderer LOL .
And fun fun part bbq?
LOL .
I love bibi more and more !
He stayed at my house and afternoon me my bro and bibi played dota !
LOL, den 10 he go home .
sadsad :( .
Nvm ! Im meeting bibi tmr and we're going shopping !
Yay !
See yah the next time :D
Ciao ~

Hi im in school :D

Please notice that im in school , using com .
My maths tcher apparently wants to bring us to com lab more for our lessons .
We now going Heymaths for lesson .
Hais i dont understand a single thing at all -.-
My bibi got new blog go see thatsmyurl.blogspot.com
Support and tag !
bye (:

:DD

Hello peepos ! (:
It my turn to blog now .
Anways Happy Birthday in advance to Shirley !
Hehe, today was very fun indeed .
Although we didnt spent alot of time but very fun!
We can say that we're more understanding of each other le .
Hahas , we have bickerings but its just for excerising the mouth .
I love bibi more and more !
He say he love me more and more !
I can feel that he means what he says this time :D
Cool right (:
Actually i didnt post alot of sweet sweet stuff recently due to im selfish .
I just want happy moments and sweet moments to myself .
Hahas but alot alot sweet sweet things i just dont want to post only .
Na-na-ni-pu-pu!!
Hahas ! ILHFAF !

Yeahs .
Anyways my birthday is this Saturday .
I hope it will be a memoriable one .
An open invitation to everyone .
This sat im opening a bbq for my birthday .
Those who want come please tell me before hand (:

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Shyt blogger , cant update pictures :(
My father also abit sot one .
Ytd jus bought a wireless mouse but abit sotsot , den i told him .
He say everything you use also spoil one .
WTH lahs , even my brother say its sotsot one .
Hais , i dono lahs .

From Friday night , bibi stayed at my house till yesterday .
I feel that my house is just a shell without my bibi .
I also feel that when im at home nobody likes me at home .
Hais , i dont know lahs .
My birthday is coming .
5 days away .
Hope don rain on that day bahs .
And bad things don happen make me happy for just that day .

HAPPY 8th MONTH !

Hellos !
Here to post again .
Today was quote boring .
Yeahs , bibi sick :(
He was sent go home .
He go see doctor while i rot at school .
Anyways , school was as usual nothing interesting .
Oh yahs , bibi got 2days MC :)
Happy 8month :D
So long liao right (:(:(:(:(:(:
Today bibi sick so i went to his house sadsad .
Spent the whole day there .
I wanted to watch phua chu kang but he say keyboard spoilt .
*FYI the com was his bro's , his has gone to heaven .
Den i say got your keyboard ma .
Den he took his out .
You know what he keyboard was collecting dust .
Hahas , den his keyboard the battery no batt .
Den change batt .
He tried but den cannot .
Den he say got idea den he change USB placing .
Tadah !
Worked so we wanted to watch show den something happened .
Guess what ?
His speaker also spoilt .
WTF?! hahas
Nvm den we played poker , play computer games .
Den he say he hungry go downstairs the mac and eat .
I already ate so watched him eat :D
Den went back his house .
Play games till 8plus den i went home alone .
This time i dont blame him cuz he headache , den i scared something will happen to him so
nvr ask me pei me home .
But he say nvm but i not 放心 so i tell him stay at home .
He went abit sotsot when at the door .
I want to go home liao he came out den sweetsweet again .
LOL!
Den until his auntie came den i went home .
Den i reached home watch tv den now doing this (:
I guess bibi sleeping now bahs .
So sweet dreams ! ILY , mwarks !
I've improving (: Im still trying to be more giving in :D
I hope i can change .

peep-poS!

Hello (:
Blogging so late at night .
Hahas , cuz bibi was here just now and he went home le .
He's now on the bus back home .
Yeahs , im waiting for him to reach home sleep den i will sleep .
In school today was like super boring .
First i came school super early .
I went to tie hair as hair long liao .
Den went to canteen to sweet talk girls .
Long time nvr do liao . Abit rusty .
After bell rang went back to class .
Oh yahs , i forgot bring termometer .
After flag raising i borrow termometer from friend .
First 2 lessons was quite boring , felt like sleeping but i didnt (:
I den came to learn that now our recess is like 9.30am .
Woah , so good !
After recess was Maths .
Maths teacher was good she brought us to computer lab to do hw !
Hahas , but go in on com awhile den bell rang so no work was done .
Next was geography .
BORING ! super boring nothing to say .
English lesson followed .
Read newspaper and teacher call us write reflection about H1N1 .
Hahas , den Chem .
I was like smsing .
Put the phone on the table , openly sms .
Hehe , cool !
CT i was like sleep with my headphone on .
Its like in pink and teacher nvr catch .
She okay okay de (:
Den after school slack slack den went to find bibi !
Bibi den came our hse and play .
Watch PCK and den play warcraft mini games .
I admit quite fun but i hate when guys play dota they ignore us girls .
Den ilovebibi !
Kays , goodnights . Cya !

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DSCT faster on your phone !

I've reached the max .

Sorry for not posting .
I only can say my endurance have reached the max .
Sorry eileen that she seen my fcuking bad side .
But it seems like i cant control my actions , feelings anymore .
I regret going to the chalet .
I would never be your dog if i didnt go to the chalet .
I can promise not to hurt you .
I can promise not to show you tantrums sometime .
But i cant promise you to not hurt myself .
I cant promise any of you not even my parents not even my friends .
If you see my face or my upper arms any bruises , is not him who did it .
But me . Yes .
I cant hold my tantrums anymore .
I only can hit myself and cry .
I cant do other things to cool myself down anymore .
Im not the cool headed person i am .
I used to put on a mask to hide everything .
But i cant do it anymore .
Sorry if i cry .
Sorry for anything i cause .
I dont deserve anything at all .
Im just living bcuz i got no courage to die .
If i die den i will only will i be truly happy .
I can join my dearest .
I wish i have courage to die .
Simply nothing matters .
Not even abit .
I'll try .
I know there's a way i have de courage to die but i need someone .
With his help sure , i'll die .
Hehe , it will surely work .

For those who didnt know .
I was even surprised with myself .
That day i went to the chalet .
I really went crazy .
I cried but for awhile i smiled .
I was crazy .
But these thing will slowly surface up if i continue living .
So people pray hard that i die faster or else you will see crazy people .
I dont want to live anymore (:

Back !

Hi you all .
Im like putting mask again .
Hahas , yeahs .
Today actually want go find bibi at his house de .
But he woke up late den i bueytahan i go cousin hse .
I was sleeping den bibi called .
Wtf ? nvm he put me aeroplane .
Hahas , but okay le at first i was getting very angry .
But bibi was trying to tolerate me .
Hahas , cute aint he ?
But i hate him smoke .
Hais dont know when can he kick the habbit .
Anways Chris Angel rocks !
He's like so cool .
anyways bye !~