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To say the truth , uu dont love me 100% .
I can see that , even though uu say yes uu do .
Ur actions prove everything .
U can even willing to sacrifice spending time at church than with me .
Now the stress is all on me .
I have to face the pressure that u are giving me .
U rather play com than spend time chatting with me .
U rather go out with friends that betray you .
U rather spend money on lan then on me .
U rather spend time on computers than finding me .
But uu know ii need to control my emotions ?
My friends need to suffer with me , they need to see my black face .
I rather go home .
All your happiness in return for my sufferings is this good to you ?
If thats is the case , den ii willing to suffer .
Whenever ii talk to you , you always have nothing to talk .
While im the one creating topics .
Have uu ever thought deep ? Do you really love me ?
As in willing to sacrifice everything for me ?
I know you think that we are not meant for each other ,
but if you are willing to sacrifice den we are .
Im willing to sacrifice my entire life for uu but little things like dont go church don play games ,
Im sure you are not going to sacrifice your life for me .

Helllllllo .

Hehe , today was maths paper 1 !!!
I think ii can pass but i tink 6marks flew away due to sketch wtf graphs .
But should be can pass bahs .
Geography paper hmmms , cfm fail de if ii can get more than 5marks ii happy le .
After school got bball girls time .
Around 6plus 7 got arguements with bibi♥ .
When his hse reached there at 8 .
Den got into violence , hais .
Sorrry bibi ♥ , ii don mean it . :(
But when cool down abit , ii ask him wan break ma den he nod at first BUT !
When ii wanted him to confirm he say , he abit don feel like .
HeHe ! Ilh loadsxzxzxzxzxz .
I promise bibi ii try to not irritate him , ily .
In the end bibi♥ gave me $10 to take taxi go home .
He didnt send me home due to he need go home early .
He is good enough to give me money to go home .
Wakaka , :D
But ytd was the first time he didnt send me home :((((

Girls are like roses , handle them with care and be gentle .
If you're to harsh and violent , they'll hurt you !
Keep this in mind guys (:

I know ii quarrel alot with bibi♥ but this lead us closer and understand each other more , Mwarksssszzxxzxzx!

i suck alright?

ii really not purposely go see de right ?!
ii fcuking swear ii will not go see her blog anymore !

BAD MOOD XZXZXZXXXZXZ

Hais , ii dont know what is wrong with uu le .
FGS, ii wont go and see her blog de !
Uu don believe then ii dont know how to prove it le .
Today ii learnt that someone dont like me and she can say quite a good friend .
Its already sad enough and yet uu still wan to make the wound deeper .
I really dont know what is wrong with uu .
Tmr is english exams le but my mind will keep think of uu .
Goodgame le , all my life is ruined by all of uu .
Bye.

Hell NO!

Hello PEEPS!
Recently school can say it sucks !!!!
Fcuking sucks , teacher complain etc.
revision REvision REVISON!!!
But ii only revise Maths , maybe Bio too .
Others ii dont know whether ii can pass >,<
Bored with life seriously .
If there's a choice to be human or animals , i would choose animals .
They are cute ! They dont even need to worry about studies !
Hais if life is like playing games , it would be more fun .
But i am looking forward to after exams , soon it will be holidays (:
Worse is MTPS a.k.a. Meet The Parents Session !
Dont know what teacher is telling parents .
But this year im like more of a introvert .
Keep quiet in a corner minding my own business .
Cool yo ! But scared teacher say ii sleep and nvr do hw .
Diedie !
But im planning to do many many things during the holidays .
I really dont know , if his holidays are going to chalets and going overseas .
Den my holidays = normal days .
Sad right ?
His life is surrounded by games, brother , friends and money .
Is like 1/10 is about me .
He's like my everything .
Hahas , today eileen say ii kena OWNED !!
Its like he dont see me nvm , but ii nvr see im going crazy ~
He like don care don care de , haissshhh .
Almost every sister of mine and eileen and michelle kena OWNED before .
Hahas except Renee .
LOL?
Hahas , lame sia ?

Wed will be exams le and his exams start on that day too .
But he tech so like 1week only .
Mine lehs 2weeks !
KAO! About one week cant see him .
This is the part where my wishes comes in .
I wish he in my school .
I can kiss him in school .
I can hug him in school .
I can see him in school .
I can escape class and pei him in school .
All those things ii hoped for seems like it cant be fufilled .
Envy of E&W , S&B .