Hais such a sad 9th month my bibi dont intend to spend it with me .And second of all i dont even know why i put a tagboard there . Seldom people tag lehs . Maybe i should block it so people will tag more ?
What's more ? I will be going for a job interview this saturday at 2.30 . And heard dexter's brother got one job what pirate suit . Actually i dont wanna hear about him . I hate him . Sighs . I hope i can get the job . $8 per hour (: good pay i think .
Nothing happened today but i hope tmr i can have a happier day tmr as i celebrating 9th month today .
I feel like that im always sacrificing for you . But i always get hurt , reprimanded by you . You promised not to say break anymore but today you said again . And your friends made fun of me . Im freaking hurt . But what can i do ? The sight of you makes me happy but the way you treat me totally sucks . I wish you could be the guy i once and love me lots . But i think that will never come true . All the things i did for you , you dont even give a damn le . You just take it for granted . Even if you see this i know you will take it as you never saw this message and you wont change at all . Your friends are just very important to you , even they made fun of me , you dont even protect me anymore . Im just so hurt . What can i do ? You said that i should give you more freedom but have you ever thought that you deserve it at all ? All alont i must ask you reply me to reply me . I think im at my ultimate stress le . Soon maybe i'll join the woodbridge soon. Haha ! I think its coming true ! (:
I dont expect you treating me better after seeing this . But putting a mask infront of everybody will help hide every unhappy emotion .
Im always happy in school does not mean im truly happy . Im just helping everyone to lead a happy day . If anyone can see , the laughter i used to sound like isnt the one im using now , just fake laughter .
nothing to write le .
Tata !~
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