When fate comes again .

I going to close down my blog . I think its useless le and my lappy spoil . I think that i have alot of restrictions on blog so yeahs . Like the title when fate comes again i will open my blog . Not too soon .

I feel like dying !

* This is the truth .
I am a bad girlf . I suck at being a girlf . I want bibi to forgive me . He says he dont want me le . I very lost . I am crying but what can i do ? I dont know how ? He's ignoring me i dont know what to do ,! I am very sorry ! a MILLION SORRY TO YOU !!!!

Hais

Hais feeling sibei down . Yesterday drank beer, chat with zhiqin on phone , btw thanks . Only zhiqin was the one who stopped me drinking but still drank . He was the only person who knew i was drinking but didnt stop me . You know what he say ? He say , dont make me angry on my birthday or else i don wan go out with you today . I feel like saying don go la . These few things kept coming to my mind . Why i must patch with you ? Why did i met you ? What did i do to deserve this treatment ? This finally came into my mind . Friends are the one that cares for you not your boyf . Things that i can tell my friends are things i cant tell my boyf and things i tell my boyf are things i can tell my friends too . Friends are more important to me than boyf now . So now friends and boyf call me out i sure go out with my friends and i fcuk care boyf . He is too much this time . He only cares for himself and not me . He is a selfish guy and not worth to be cherished . I will not cry for this type of guy anymore . He is not worth my tears .

Btw at malaysia got no boys handsome and alot tikos , hahas . But saw my one most i give respect to . (: He puipui one . LOL , nvm bye .