Wednesday, September 10, 2008

WOOOTS :DD IfinallyUNDERSTOODwhatITmean :D

Hahas .. LOLS today morning went school early .
Woke up at 6.10 ..
Thn renee went sch super early jus to return my txtbk .<33
I ate my breakfast and started doing my homework ..
School went as normal but i slept at chinese and history lesson .

After school skipped science remedials .
Fk la but thn need go com lab for IPW .
suay . abt 3 went back to 533 to play bball ..
Play for awhile shanna's gan kor came .
Played with him match . (He pro lai de.)
One time i was behind and i tripped on the wire, the bball court was on renovation .
TT sprain my leg . Kinda pain .
Thn playplay restrest .
After shanna's cousin and his friend came .
Played a 2vs4 match .
LOLS shanna's cousin and his friend bang us(Not intentionally as we were blocking thm )
they keep say sorry the funny one is shanna's cousin friend, he always ask you okay mahs .
LOLS fine (:
Thn kimseng and his friend played bball ..
Super bored .
Thn playplay le, kimseng and his friend go first thn played match with shanna's cousin and his friend .
Play le we rest awhile and we went home .
On the way home,
i realised that i shouldn't bother myself to wait for him le :D
cuz even we patch our love wont be as close as last time and we would be even more paiseh went we see each other ..
We might as well be friend Right?
Hoping i can find my true love soon ..
Wish me best of luck :D


HAHA ..
To KahJui sir : sorry replied late was playing bball match .. hope u understand (:


<33 ending here tks to all people that supported me all this while

Tuesday, September 9, 2008

MY EXTENTION TT SAD !!!

THIS IS MY EXTENTION :DD







THE HAIR THAT DROPPED TT
okays i've done take pic of my extention :DD
Im bluffing myself that i could forget you but everytime i tink of you ..
I wished that day never came and we never had that conversation .
Deepest truest thing i loved but it aint coming true anymore .
Still waiting for you .
You might not know .<3
Life without you is terrible . TT

MUST BEEE HAPPPIIIE !! PROMISE YOU

Thrs something i realised ..
Hmm maybe bgr isnt important after all ..
Bcuz maybe u can stay tgt for years and decades but will it stay longer thn friendship ??
Hahas ..
Today went to school lalas ...
ZQ asked me to keep her cigg for her as maybe got checking ..
Thn assembly i tio caught for my hair?!?!
Bernard low say my top part of my hair is dyed .. -_-
NATURAL DE HAO MARHS ...
dotx i didnt even know i dropped my wallet thn P came ...
LOLS saw my wallet in her hand thn i told her my wallet was with her .
Thn she nagged . Blahblah . Thn she asked me why i was caught,
i told her is de low say my hair is dyed but it was natural . SHYT she saw my extention!!
haiyo tmr must let her check my hair so tdy must take out TT .
SO suay ..

After sch went to play bball .. But first was remedials ..
I first teamed with Eileen dear de thn another round was with Renee .
We played till very shuang one .. I hope we all can be tgt till we DIE !!
DIE also must be tgt ..




LAST THING I WAN TO SAY GOODBYE IS BYEBYE EXTENTION I WILL MISS YOU DE ..
i tink at night will post my pics of my extention <33 ..

Monday, September 8, 2008

I HATE YOU !!

Ytd him and i had some emotional talks .
Which made things confusing for us .
Today woke up i really don wan us to brk , but he seems to have the will not to patch . FUCKED UP HEART, BROKEN .
Please can you understand how much effort i put in ?!?! Jus one time like this ,
*POOF* dissapeared into mid-air .
I love you which in the end u hurt me which made me hate you as much as iloveyou .
It hurts more thn it hurts you . I am willing to giv in all my heart but u donwan .
I don wan sympathy from anyone . Yahs i tink now i will agree to bear and sheep ;
i partially don believe in true love anymore .

Who can pull me out of this situation im in?!?!
Only jus now i told bear what happened . I tink only she knows .
I now wants Zhiqin, bear, sheep, eileen, michelle, renee and all bball players to be tgt . I hope soon all of us can get what we want . Our friendship nvr sinks . <33



If i can go back into time , i wished that i will return to my p6 life .
It all started from there . I regretted brking with Shawn until now .
He loved me with all his heart, but i took it for granted . I don not hope we will still be tgt but i want to turn back time to reject you . The teddybear you gave me still sleeps on my bed . I REGRETTED BREAKING WITH YOU BUT I DO NOT REGRET THAT I LOVED YOU ONCE .

All these while i've been waiting for you(YH) to return . After my conversation with Mr. L i tink that i been foolishy waiting for you, you made me done many things i truly regret . I now understand that i wait for you to return will not come true and i will forget you . I want to start a new life forgetting all the unhappy memories that i had .

All i need someone who cares for me, willing to sacrifice anything for me,he wont break his promise to me , he loves me truly and deeply . Your the voice i hear inside my head the reason that im singing. i need to find you, i gotta find you . Your the missing piece i need the song inside of me . i need to find you i gotta find you .


Mr. L i can only say that my heart bleeds and my tears roll down my cheeeks jus for you .
Im still waiting for this guy

Sunday, September 7, 2008

B!TCH ?!?!

Damn FCUK-ED up .
I jus wan to return to my before life .
Jus an ordinary person after school hanging around with my friends .
But you know something it aint going back .
Bcuz first my fucking attitude change from no vulgar to so many,
used to be super friendly, happy-go-lucky, non-troubled .
Last time no matter what bad things they say about me i giv it a deaf ear ,
but now you say something it gets into my head . The things would like rotate in my head .
Forcing myself to prove these people that they are wrong .
Feel like brain washing myself, forget what i have done in the past .
Many people say they understand me but they dont .



In my heart :
first person is my bf ,
follow-ed by jolyn (had the temptation to write jolene) ,
next is zhiqing isabella they all ,
lastly my friends who always supported me



Lastly , Conway i hate you this kind of people think that you are highly and can comment people but i tell you, you are not . Fcuk off please im really pissed off .

People tag leh . (:

HIGHHHH .. SHUGHER HIGHHHH .

FCUK-ING BOREDD .
haizz being ignore by everyone . TT
sadd-ed . But hahas my gan laogong JD is there for me (:
LOLS .
Chatted with him , I jus remember that he jio me many time le but always tio reject -.-
SORRY!!
He said got anything unhappy can tell him de , he is always there for me ..


I no-thing do thn i post de, if not i will ROTT over here .
Tmr i got tution siallll . Until 3 ..
To tell the truth, in tution i super guai one okayyy!!
Nvr sleep, nvr hear music . See can u see that if i was in school ?!?!

What do pee-pol see in me ?
Neither smart nor beautiful ..
Still find-ing a chat buddy when i want to talk to someone .
Sometimes i feel that life is kinda bored .
Some people say that GOD put u here for a task and once its done u die .
Im think-ing that why my task isnt complete ?!?!

I dont know what to write le ..
Hope-fully one week no one will ignore me, put me in the first .

END HERE <33