HAPPY 8th MONTH !

Hellos !
Here to post again .
Today was quote boring .
Yeahs , bibi sick :(
He was sent go home .
He go see doctor while i rot at school .
Anyways , school was as usual nothing interesting .
Oh yahs , bibi got 2days MC :)
Happy 8month :D
So long liao right (:(:(:(:(:(:
Today bibi sick so i went to his house sadsad .
Spent the whole day there .
I wanted to watch phua chu kang but he say keyboard spoilt .
*FYI the com was his bro's , his has gone to heaven .
Den i say got your keyboard ma .
Den he took his out .
You know what he keyboard was collecting dust .
Hahas , den his keyboard the battery no batt .
Den change batt .
He tried but den cannot .
Den he say got idea den he change USB placing .
Tadah !
Worked so we wanted to watch show den something happened .
Guess what ?
His speaker also spoilt .
WTF?! hahas
Nvm den we played poker , play computer games .
Den he say he hungry go downstairs the mac and eat .
I already ate so watched him eat :D
Den went back his house .
Play games till 8plus den i went home alone .
This time i dont blame him cuz he headache , den i scared something will happen to him so
nvr ask me pei me home .
But he say nvm but i not 放心 so i tell him stay at home .
He went abit sotsot when at the door .
I want to go home liao he came out den sweetsweet again .
LOL!
Den until his auntie came den i went home .
Den i reached home watch tv den now doing this (:
I guess bibi sleeping now bahs .
So sweet dreams ! ILY , mwarks !
I've improving (: Im still trying to be more giving in :D
I hope i can change .

peep-poS!

Hello (:
Blogging so late at night .
Hahas , cuz bibi was here just now and he went home le .
He's now on the bus back home .
Yeahs , im waiting for him to reach home sleep den i will sleep .
In school today was like super boring .
First i came school super early .
I went to tie hair as hair long liao .
Den went to canteen to sweet talk girls .
Long time nvr do liao . Abit rusty .
After bell rang went back to class .
Oh yahs , i forgot bring termometer .
After flag raising i borrow termometer from friend .
First 2 lessons was quite boring , felt like sleeping but i didnt (:
I den came to learn that now our recess is like 9.30am .
Woah , so good !
After recess was Maths .
Maths teacher was good she brought us to computer lab to do hw !
Hahas , but go in on com awhile den bell rang so no work was done .
Next was geography .
BORING ! super boring nothing to say .
English lesson followed .
Read newspaper and teacher call us write reflection about H1N1 .
Hahas , den Chem .
I was like smsing .
Put the phone on the table , openly sms .
Hehe , cool !
CT i was like sleep with my headphone on .
Its like in pink and teacher nvr catch .
She okay okay de (:
Den after school slack slack den went to find bibi !
Bibi den came our hse and play .
Watch PCK and den play warcraft mini games .
I admit quite fun but i hate when guys play dota they ignore us girls .
Den ilovebibi !
Kays , goodnights . Cya !

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DSCT faster on your phone !

I've reached the max .

Sorry for not posting .
I only can say my endurance have reached the max .
Sorry eileen that she seen my fcuking bad side .
But it seems like i cant control my actions , feelings anymore .
I regret going to the chalet .
I would never be your dog if i didnt go to the chalet .
I can promise not to hurt you .
I can promise not to show you tantrums sometime .
But i cant promise you to not hurt myself .
I cant promise any of you not even my parents not even my friends .
If you see my face or my upper arms any bruises , is not him who did it .
But me . Yes .
I cant hold my tantrums anymore .
I only can hit myself and cry .
I cant do other things to cool myself down anymore .
Im not the cool headed person i am .
I used to put on a mask to hide everything .
But i cant do it anymore .
Sorry if i cry .
Sorry for anything i cause .
I dont deserve anything at all .
Im just living bcuz i got no courage to die .
If i die den i will only will i be truly happy .
I can join my dearest .
I wish i have courage to die .
Simply nothing matters .
Not even abit .
I'll try .
I know there's a way i have de courage to die but i need someone .
With his help sure , i'll die .
Hehe , it will surely work .

For those who didnt know .
I was even surprised with myself .
That day i went to the chalet .
I really went crazy .
I cried but for awhile i smiled .
I was crazy .
But these thing will slowly surface up if i continue living .
So people pray hard that i die faster or else you will see crazy people .
I dont want to live anymore (: