Sorry for old photos ?
And whats happening in life ?
To tell uu the truth ii cant remember what am ii thinking in school .
Its like blank completely blank .
Day dreaming in class is going to make my studies worse .
To make it worse in like another 2weeks or so .
I feel like ending my life , there's no goal or wants .
Impulsiveness isnt getting anyone anywhere .
Many things are happening and if uu think that ii can give opinions and solve things ,
not anymore .
There's problem with friendship and relationship .
The friendship parts are not allowed to be known to outsiders .
Relationship problems are he's been sending me short messages like sorry , ya etc .
Is this how uu send message to me now ?
I feel like it is very stressful !
Hope exams that i can get through exams quickly and have fun like the last 1month holidays .
Like how the six of us played .
Now we like have 3 groups .
Seperated like we dont know each other .
Hais , the best time ii can free myself is the time when the day everyone got what they wanted & lead their own happy life .
My defination of happiness is seeing my close ones happy , their smile on their faces makes me feel happy too .
To me meeting you is the best time of the day .
But the problem now is that uu compared us to some other freaking cpl that will break any moment , is this how uu want us to be ?
If meeting me is a hassle ii dont want uu to keep it to yourself and tell me straight .
These words are what im thinking of : "When will I die to end my all my unhappiness? "
To you all uu tink im selfish but what are uu guys are thinking to give all these problems ?
Getting to know a friend is for life . Getting angry at a friend is temporarily .
Why not forgive what he/she has done and cease our pain ?
Get back to what we once held dearly to .