Job interview !~
Im like going for my first interview .
Hehe , formal wear lol .
Sad news , im going to private my blog soon .
Sorry guys but i'll invite to you into my blog kays ?
Jus tell me can le :D
Byes !~
Anyways i've jus quarrelled with dexter ytd .
And i cant contact him .
Nvm i've got my ways ! ;D
Dont worry .
Saturday, August 1, 2009
Thursday, July 30, 2009
9th month
Hais such a sad 9th month my bibi dont intend to spend it with me .And second of all i dont even know why i put a tagboard there . Seldom people tag lehs . Maybe i should block it so people will tag more ?
What's more ? I will be going for a job interview this saturday at 2.30 . And heard dexter's brother got one job what pirate suit . Actually i dont wanna hear about him . I hate him . Sighs . I hope i can get the job . $8 per hour (: good pay i think .
Nothing happened today but i hope tmr i can have a happier day tmr as i celebrating 9th month today .
I feel like that im always sacrificing for you . But i always get hurt , reprimanded by you . You promised not to say break anymore but today you said again . And your friends made fun of me . Im freaking hurt . But what can i do ? The sight of you makes me happy but the way you treat me totally sucks . I wish you could be the guy i once and love me lots . But i think that will never come true . All the things i did for you , you dont even give a damn le . You just take it for granted . Even if you see this i know you will take it as you never saw this message and you wont change at all . Your friends are just very important to you , even they made fun of me , you dont even protect me anymore . Im just so hurt . What can i do ? You said that i should give you more freedom but have you ever thought that you deserve it at all ? All alont i must ask you reply me to reply me . I think im at my ultimate stress le . Soon maybe i'll join the woodbridge soon. Haha ! I think its coming true ! (:
I dont expect you treating me better after seeing this . But putting a mask infront of everybody will help hide every unhappy emotion .
Im always happy in school does not mean im truly happy . Im just helping everyone to lead a happy day . If anyone can see , the laughter i used to sound like isnt the one im using now , just fake laughter .
nothing to write le .
Tata !~
What's more ? I will be going for a job interview this saturday at 2.30 . And heard dexter's brother got one job what pirate suit . Actually i dont wanna hear about him . I hate him . Sighs . I hope i can get the job . $8 per hour (: good pay i think .
Nothing happened today but i hope tmr i can have a happier day tmr as i celebrating 9th month today .
I feel like that im always sacrificing for you . But i always get hurt , reprimanded by you . You promised not to say break anymore but today you said again . And your friends made fun of me . Im freaking hurt . But what can i do ? The sight of you makes me happy but the way you treat me totally sucks . I wish you could be the guy i once and love me lots . But i think that will never come true . All the things i did for you , you dont even give a damn le . You just take it for granted . Even if you see this i know you will take it as you never saw this message and you wont change at all . Your friends are just very important to you , even they made fun of me , you dont even protect me anymore . Im just so hurt . What can i do ? You said that i should give you more freedom but have you ever thought that you deserve it at all ? All alont i must ask you reply me to reply me . I think im at my ultimate stress le . Soon maybe i'll join the woodbridge soon. Haha ! I think its coming true ! (:
I dont expect you treating me better after seeing this . But putting a mask infront of everybody will help hide every unhappy emotion .
Im always happy in school does not mean im truly happy . Im just helping everyone to lead a happy day . If anyone can see , the laughter i used to sound like isnt the one im using now , just fake laughter .
nothing to write le .
Tata !~
Monday, July 27, 2009
Whatt the fuck ?!
What the hell? Now blogging , but hais bibi jus reprimanded me for calling him?! Unfair lor , its just so unfair . I just wanted to call him and talk to him but then i received a 'Later call you can anot ?' in a very harsh and fierce tone :( Today went out with him , no matter what kind of tantrums i pushed to him he still can hong me , but now scold me . Sad hor , when i wake up i called bibi to check whether if he got wake up in time but then he didnt answer . I kept calling until pe i stopped and after pe continued . Wtf so hard to contact him already . Nvm , after like English he woke up but he didnt sms me properly . Keep ask him to reply or call him den he will reply . I after school got detention and Maths remedials . I dont wanna talk about it . Suck ! Anyways , tmr cant spend any money need to save it for the next 4days . $30 is enough for 5 days and have to stay back for 4 day ? First 3 for remedials and 1 day for cca . Hais , always in a bad condition .
I feel that i use this blog for venting anger and frustrations . Sorry guys if you see this .
And i realized something . Girls always like to hug kiss meet guys but this guys dont appreciate . I dont know it myself either . I also like to hug kiss meet my bibi but he like dont want dont want lehs , sad right ? Only guys that nobody wants to hug kiss or meet are despos . So frequently can find on the internet . But all guys are the same after someone wants you , you treat that someone like shit . That all im gonna say . Im going to watch my channel u show !
Tata!~
I feel that i use this blog for venting anger and frustrations . Sorry guys if you see this .
And i realized something . Girls always like to hug kiss meet guys but this guys dont appreciate . I dont know it myself either . I also like to hug kiss meet my bibi but he like dont want dont want lehs , sad right ? Only guys that nobody wants to hug kiss or meet are despos . So frequently can find on the internet . But all guys are the same after someone wants you , you treat that someone like shit . That all im gonna say . Im going to watch my channel u show !
Tata!~
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