What goes up must come down !

Im really confused ! I dont know why am i always confused :( I see other people blog , they so chio but bamm! Back to real life im not that pretty ! Hais , fcuk internet ! Fcuk society ! Fcuk science ! The ramdom science thingy is due to i fcuking fail science every year w/o fail ! And which pulls everything down ! Fcuk scientist ! Who the fcuk invented internet ! I hate you ! Make me see everyone more pretty than me :(( Fcuk you ! And why society so cruel one must be very chio or damn ugly then you can me recognised by the world fcuk you !

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Hehe , i think im blessed ! As i have a great boyf! But not always perfect but almost perfect . He was the one behind me encouraging me to do well in studies but not the right way but i know what is he trying to point at . The problem with me is that i dont see why i need to study . Why Why Why! But like now im trying my best because i wan a better future for me and him ! I want to earn enough to lead a simple life a simple job a simple house but i need a cert ! My god , this cert killed many children's fun joy and laughter . Because f this cert studying becomes a chore and its not fun anymore . People used to study because they want to and not forced to and many teenagers like me are forced but now i have a goal in my life .

1) Get into poly and get my $3 000 .
2) Have a bball girls chalet .
3) Buy my things on my wishlist !
4) Spend eternity with silly'bibi (:

Actually there are many more but most with silly'bibi . Hahas , cool right ?
Moral of my post is ILOVEDSCT !:D

Sentosa ! (:

Woah , im updating my blog ! Hahas , i just realised every year got new hairstyle . Lol , so cool .

Secondary one ( i think its this),

with extentions ! Very emo . Sec one i was like an all emo type seldom smile when outside and quite quiet too .

When sec2 after i meet those bball girls i kinda change , leaped into a friendlier person !i like my hair at that time :((((((( . Regret cutting !!!!! Emo hairstyle !

Sec 3 which was last year after my relationship wasnt that stable with my silly'bibi !still long fringe , but not that nice le . Hahas!

Now BANGGZXZXZZXZXZ ! Like BOOMZ , lol . . Oh my tian ah ! Haiyo , brown hair in school le worxxx . Hahas , its okay . Dont jealous (: Chey .

Today and ytd met silly'bibi .

21st May 2010 ,

Yesterday had prom night talk was at hall and it was boring ! After had D&T , doing coursework , was filing throughout and didnt do anything else at all !After recess had intensive chinese lesson ! I was hardworkingly writing compo (: After had assembly , the DJ of 98.7FM came and had a talk about smoking wasnt paying attention at all . Was playing with Renee . LOL , when home crashed on sofa . Around 3plus 4 , bibi said wanted to meet me so i go prepared and went to City Square Mall , ate and shopped and HSH .

22nd May 2010,

Before i slept , bibi suggested to go Sentosa and we like agreed so next morning , i waked up early for tution so i wont be late . It rained so we were like discussing about whether to go or not so decided to GO! (; Prepared and off we go ! (: Ate lunch first of course . Trained there, and trained again . On the tram to Beach Station , on the tram got this inconsiderate indian family i dont mean to be racist or what but they had no manners at all ! Fcuking fed up ! Argh , but didnt spoiled our mood , change and went to swim ! I kiasu , scared black so i put sun block ! I dont care i don wan black black but bibi wan black black so he didnt put . Went for a swim , played here played there . After we saw something white floating , then we go bathed ! @.@ hahas ate dinner and walked and went to cousin house . Bibi saw this elderly and gave up his seat for them , so kind right ? But i continued to sit , if people ask i say i pregnant but of course fake one lahs ! Unless those really in need . But then no have leh so i got the comfort to sit all the way but bibi kelian stand 8 stations . Hahas! (: bibi is like so good to me these few days , dono why O.O , but i really appreciate it thanks bibi (: i LOVE you to the MAXXXXXXXXZZZ!

Click on my Nuffnang ! (:

I got nothing to write le ciao !

This is for entertainment purposes ! (:

 Hi this post as you all can see from the heading this post is for entertainment purpose and from here i'll start to play with wordsssss .....
Helloooooooooo darlinqx , omq iim usinq weirdd typinqq  , lollx . cooool . Cant stand it le . lol , anyway i'll continue my life story . Woohooooo!
Lets start from today . Today woke up normal and bathed as usual dryed hair too . Came out from home earlier and when almost reached bustop , omggggggggg, forgot bring wallet :(( went home to get it i knew i was late le so walk slowly and reached school . No late slip !!! (: Happyhapppy . So went to Biology Paper the MCQ one did it anyhow and ZZZZZZzzzzz, this is my style if you are in my class you all will know since sec1 or primary school le (: People keep tell me wah , so fast ah ? i say yeah , dono do mah . lollx . Den was like 1hour break , talk to michelle they all and shazlynn , viraphon . 10 was my MT oral , handphone need give t'cher and my phone vibrate . Offline it and went back to sit . I and viraphon gossip and talk about random stuff eventually landed on ghosts topic . Talked from SCV channel ghost busters , lol they provokes the ghost and records it . Damn freaking scary , and then talked about our school and such . My turn ! for oral , yeehee . I felt quite proud of myself as i think i did quite well for both . Managed to speak fluently and no THEN ! but maybe one or two EL words for MT . EL and MT spoke quite alot and El 28/40 that bloody t'cher , say i talk confidently , fluently and very expressive but gave me such lousy marks ! I bet if other t'cher they will give like 30 or above one lor . But MT dono yet . :/ Tmr take paper back le scaryyyyyyy :(((( Hope will get good marks .


After went home , changed go see silly'bibi . He today damn hyper&kawaiiinehhhhh :)))))) Treat me very good today . Lala , looooveveveveveveexxxx silly'bibi d; most ! He the most love me one , he like play with me alot le compared to last time . But now cant wear what he thinks its revealling . So need wear things like tee shirt and such . But neverminddd , silly'bibi cares for me wad . So i understand ..... Today again went to DB , ate Yoshinoya and went to cold storage buy Coke Light . Now i never drink Coke only Light . After , go explore some shops , got one have alot of handdiiiiicraftttssss items . Bought one thing , still deciding what to do with it . After , go see the toys shop those opposite of the arcade , alot of cooollll things ya'know ! Then went to arcade but before stomachache do business first :DD , heehee silly'bibi smeellleddd my farttttttt :))))))) lollx , acrade nothing playy one nehh , i donlikeelikeee , but have this machine fishing liddat , which facinates me alot ! (: But dono how play (: Played bball with bibi and bibi was like why you throw so slow , he told me that he throw 3ball = i 1ball :((( but the ball rebound den the metal thing also not safe scared ma !!!!! After that HSH (((: