Tuesday, May 25, 2010

What goes up must come down !

Im really confused ! I dont know why am i always confused :( I see other people blog , they so chio but bamm! Back to real life im not that pretty ! Hais , fcuk internet ! Fcuk society ! Fcuk science ! The ramdom science thingy is due to i fcuking fail science every year w/o fail ! And which pulls everything down ! Fcuk scientist ! Who the fcuk invented internet ! I hate you ! Make me see everyone more pretty than me :(( Fcuk you ! And why society so cruel one must be very chio or damn ugly then you can me recognised by the world fcuk you !

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Hehe , i think im blessed ! As i have a great boyf! But not always perfect but almost perfect . He was the one behind me encouraging me to do well in studies but not the right way but i know what is he trying to point at . The problem with me is that i dont see why i need to study . Why Why Why! But like now im trying my best because i wan a better future for me and him ! I want to earn enough to lead a simple life a simple job a simple house but i need a cert ! My god , this cert killed many children's fun joy and laughter . Because f this cert studying becomes a chore and its not fun anymore . People used to study because they want to and not forced to and many teenagers like me are forced but now i have a goal in my life .

1) Get into poly and get my $3 000 .
2) Have a bball girls chalet .
3) Buy my things on my wishlist !
4) Spend eternity with silly'bibi (:

Actually there are many more but most with silly'bibi . Hahas , cool right ?
Moral of my post is ILOVEDSCT !:D

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