Freaking no mood .

Actually today was a good day , but apparently something went wrg .
Today rained quite alot maybe its for me cuz ii also cried as much as them .
After doing class tee shirt , when to 533 to find they all .
Play bball den most of them went home .
Renee , Zhiqin and me went to mac , renee ate only .
After that went to the bustop to send Zhiqin den went to the bridge .
It holds many memories but today was freaking sad .
The weather was cold but no one was dere for me .
I didnt call bbgirls and jolyn cuz i dont want them to worry for me .
But ii called that someone he apparently was playing bball of that sort .
Im truly dissapointed , crying my eyes out but uu could only say don cry .
I was hoping that u would have automactically offered to come find me .
If uu offered but uu didnt come at least ii knew in your heart there's me ,but not anymore .
Computer , family and friends came first .
I was the last of your mind .
But uu know what , uu come first in my mind .
Ii cant any blows anymore .
I wan to stand strong like anyone else but ii cant .
The cold wind and lonely night ii have this year .
The brige have many partners but i didnt have any ,
the moment one couple appear ii would want to cry .
Even those dont have cpl have friends .
Im a BIGBIG LONER .
I dont want to say anymore le ii feel like crying again .
Holding my tear letting it fall on my cheeks sucks , but blood flows down ur wrist rocks !

iLOVEhim ; its TRULY TRUE♥

High-Low =Hello .
Im back for new updates .
14th feb ii got a huge bearbear !!!
I love it so much and it means alot to me . ♥
Everyday come back must hug it one or else not comfortable .

Today :
Actually quite sian one , woke up played hp games for very long den ii skipped thinking day .
Den ii watched My wife is a gangster 3 damn funny lahs , half way got someone ask me go bugis .
Can uu guess ? yeapps its my cousin jolyn .
den the movie want end le zhiqin they all call me , ask me ii whr .
LOL , ii told them ii at home they say they at kallang LOL .
After that watch finish go bathe prepare .
After reach bugis le :D
Bibi at bedok cuz he friend ask him go bbq .
Den apparently they saw KR , hmms ii don like he with KR cuz ii scared KR 'POLLUTE' his mind
Den suay suay he break so i told him either uu go or ii go his there , den he say he come my here.
About 9 he reach my here :D ♥♥ ii love him damn much lahs .
11plus ii reach home .


Bibi ii love uu alot and ii mean it .
Ytd we had some conflicts and smth happen .
At that moment ii very scared uu leave me .
I was very afraid suddenly ii fell asleep , morning ii woke up see whether uu got msg me .
Was ii lucky anot ? ii didnt recieve any msg cuz ii scared that msg will be a break up msg .
Please dont leave me ii promise ii wont leave uu . ♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥

★Seriously (:

Lets say ,
im forced to blog .
No lahs my ahhYanq ask me blog cuz she say my blog so dead lor .
I know its been week since i've updated .
Yeahs , bcuz i've been coming home late or either to lazy to on the computer .
I am super lazy.
All hail laziness !!!!

What happen today ?
Actually i can go the cross country de but ii woke up late .
7.00am must reach but i wake up 7.39 liddat so ii don wan get scolding from MissDawn .
Her name got one word diff from damn just the W change to M .

10.20am liddat i go down see they still at the reservoir there cuz last year i rmb 10++ end .
Den they still dere .
I went home to take money all these den go down eat breakfast .
Den go 700++ -play bball .
So sunny lor .
But overall okay [:
Around 5.00pm++ they come my hse swimming cuz too hot le .
Eileen , Michelle, WangHong, Renee and Zhiqin came only .
So sad shanna never come , hais .
Swam till 8.00pm everybody bathe .
Went behind coffee shop eat dinner but Zhiqin went home .
Eat den everyone go home le .
Yays !!


Today Valentines Day !!!
Im so happy lahs .
Jus to say ii love you alot and im not letting go of you .
It seems like ytd that i've jus met you lor .
I still can remember the happy moments that we've spent .
Im looking forward to the times in the future .
Hahas , iloveyou ! ♥♥