I HATE YOU !!

Ytd him and i had some emotional talks .
Which made things confusing for us .
Today woke up i really don wan us to brk , but he seems to have the will not to patch . FUCKED UP HEART, BROKEN .
Please can you understand how much effort i put in ?!?! Jus one time like this ,
*POOF* dissapeared into mid-air .
I love you which in the end u hurt me which made me hate you as much as iloveyou .
It hurts more thn it hurts you . I am willing to giv in all my heart but u donwan .
I don wan sympathy from anyone . Yahs i tink now i will agree to bear and sheep ;
i partially don believe in true love anymore .

Who can pull me out of this situation im in?!?!
Only jus now i told bear what happened . I tink only she knows .
I now wants Zhiqin, bear, sheep, eileen, michelle, renee and all bball players to be tgt . I hope soon all of us can get what we want . Our friendship nvr sinks . <33



If i can go back into time , i wished that i will return to my p6 life .
It all started from there . I regretted brking with Shawn until now .
He loved me with all his heart, but i took it for granted . I don not hope we will still be tgt but i want to turn back time to reject you . The teddybear you gave me still sleeps on my bed . I REGRETTED BREAKING WITH YOU BUT I DO NOT REGRET THAT I LOVED YOU ONCE .

All these while i've been waiting for you(YH) to return . After my conversation with Mr. L i tink that i been foolishy waiting for you, you made me done many things i truly regret . I now understand that i wait for you to return will not come true and i will forget you . I want to start a new life forgetting all the unhappy memories that i had .

All i need someone who cares for me, willing to sacrifice anything for me,he wont break his promise to me , he loves me truly and deeply . Your the voice i hear inside my head the reason that im singing. i need to find you, i gotta find you . Your the missing piece i need the song inside of me . i need to find you i gotta find you .


Mr. L i can only say that my heart bleeds and my tears roll down my cheeeks jus for you .
Im still waiting for this guy