Feel like flying but i know i will drop dead .

27-10-2008, Tuesday

Fcuk God .. Or should i say IHateHim?
Like a puppet, controlled by them .
You know how much i wished i was not in this family .
I rather be someone elses daughter instead of them .
I dread coming back home , as if i was going into a prison .
You know i would rather go into a girls' home then to come back home .
Life's so bored without friends .
Rather wished i'd be a cat a dog or something .
Unlike us humans, we have so much trouble, cuzing stress .
But animals don have any at least i tink they dont .
I love my harvest laogong .
Sorry for not being a good owner and i didnt know u died after one week .
I hate my life and i wished i was not born !
Enough of Stupid craps and it cant be undone .

I like you .
You so cute but i dono if i deserve you .
You are the perfect guy that appear in my whole life . (:
I wish that u are mine .
I admire happy couple tgt .
Like Woosa and Larry, Vanessa and Simon .
Although they will quarrel but at least I know they are happy tgt .
I know some people may like me and can giv me happiness but the problem is that i dont like you, you may claim that u like me but how i know that its true from the heart .
JD since 4mths and 21 days u woo-ed me but i dont like you no matter how much i tried .
I suggest u forget about me . Its btr for u and me . (:
I only now will like one guy in my heart .
He know it and i hope he will believe me :D

Eileen and Shanna don jealous luhhs .
Cuz i also will love you two no matter what .
As long as all my friends that are true to me even if you die i am willing to take your place for u .
Zhiqin laopo don jealous i hug Michelle darling lahs and kiss Eileen deardear .
Your place will be on the bed?! Hahas .

Emo will forever take place in my heart,
and i wont be the girl that you used,
to see smiling throughout the year .