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something happened today . But im not going to say it out . Hais i wish everything will be smooth sea from now .

We're not like we used to be . We used to play in groups but now everyone is drifting apart . I think fifteen out of hundred we will be back like last time .

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What the shit hell?! I cant sleep . As scared of ..... Tried many ways le :( Today school was boring i have to face the shitty teachers . As a matter of fact , i hate school and i get go school for the sake of going . Hais i maybe failing this year round ? Im trying to buck up leerrrr! Hais and just now had a tiff with bibi :( but i got the most to blame . He tried to give in liao . But i just couldnt understand and felt that he changed , maybe i should try harder ? I hope so . Just now quarrelled but i think its okay now . I hope . Haisssss . Just now called bibi hope he could helped me but still couldnt get to sleep . So using com now lors :)

Anyways , i still trying to understand the deep deep feelings of bibi . I hope he'll one day understand me too . :) Byes

dang !

The thoughts of it makes me very angry ! Hais , i cant understand that why only a handful of boyf will bring their girlf out . But the rest dont ! Are you afraid of bringing your girlf out ? Seriously , we dont bring shame to you but you bring shame to us . Hais dont talk about it le . I didnt have alot of fun yesterday too . Hais . But bibi say he willing to change . I hope he change btr (:

Bye ! ~